feeling slightly better as i inch closer to his return.. been busy helping out the economy by splurging on home entertainment.. went simlim to pamper my com.. got a wd velociraptor 150gb harddisk (252), silverstone 500w elements psu (129), lian li L7 chassis (199). thats my grabs for simlim.

thats not it.. went to the it fair ytd and hoot many stuff. 2 x 32" sharp aquos hd tv, rmvb media player, printer catridges. continued my spree all the way to carrefour when i saw the book 'twilight' by stephenie meyer. im like so crazy over twilight. i feel it has a wonderful plot, outline, chars.

hubby's coming back on the 21st and im looking forward to seeing him. gonna do some slight renovation and changing some furnitures. upcoming days i'll be really tight in schedule.. hopefully time will fly past..

my life is in a mess...
heap loads of stuff happened.. everything raced through so fast. i cant catch up.
i just came back from hk today and i think im flying off to thailand this wkend again. miss my boy too much. i think im falling into depression.. im having difficulties falling asleep.. i keep having negative thoughts. i often feel down and low.. sigh...
dont wish to blogged bout what happened since only few people know about it. but being through this certain procedure is never ever easy for a woman to overcome.. i feel im strong enough to handle it but yet another half of me is falling apart. especially without jason by my side, i feel so lost and lonely. my bed feels big, ive got no one to talk to while i take my shower, no one to have dinner with. im stuck in my room most of the time facing the four walls.. im sad...
i miss u darling.