life's a bore. i guess its time i start thinking what should i do.. i mean am i gonna study again.. am i gonna change a job.. and stuff like that. firstly im not planning to change my job.. im comfortable with the people there and the work flow. but i really need to seriously ponder about wad am i really interested in. seriously.. its not that i cant face books. im not as pathetic as those who actually sae they feel like sleeping when they see books. c'mon i love reading.. should i go for some grooming and makeup course and be a freelance model cum makeup artist? but thats not gonna last long. i just cant face things with a heavy loads and needs too much of concentration. i gave up accounts cuz i just cant tolerate seeing numbers and memorising formulas. its killing my brain cells. recently the question struck me again. like some kinda kazillion volt lightning. how am i supposed to carry on my so called life. its time i do some soul searching. hah! ive got a better idea. i shall save 5000 bucks. and start my own personal Apg Bookie Company. haha. since im so into world cup these daes. how smart of me to think of that. as i pause a sec to think wad to type next.. my mind just floats into space. i guess mr ben lee kok hong a.k.a my beloved kor. was simply so right. i just self reflected. i reflected all my thoughts to space. zzz. im at a lost for words now..

yawn. just got home not very long ago.. been into dota recently.. back to it. haha. fine.. bout my birthday. i wouldnt say it was bad. its just simple. kent chew and his girlfriend plus my pie. these 3 pple accompanied me while cutting the cake at cine rockies. on the 26th may. i went to some shitty party host by my formal school mate. at some pub named gurung at princep st. met lots of friends there. those which i havent seen in ages. it was too shitass for us to stay. hopped over to cine kbox instead. nth much that nite.. went home slp.. and i woke up at like 5+ the nxt day. i realise for the recent yrs.. i havent been waking up anithing earlier than 4 on my actual birthdays. lol. too much of a nite owl makes u sick. down to town.. bought the cake.. went to cine.. cut the cake. thats all. and the cake sucked. lol. its swensens black forest ice cream cake. but sumhow i just hate ice cream cakes. haha. but still the crowd was a tiny one. but it was really touching for kent to be the one celebrating with me.. kinda ironic though. hah. since then ive been working and working. one day.. im soo gonna sue my company. for releasing pay more than 7 days of the following month. my cheque just banked like 2 daes ago? rawrrr. screw them. not like i need the money for any life and death issues. just that c'mon man. ive been working my ass off for the whole month just to see that pathetic amnt. this month its gonna be above 1k. oooh yeaaa. wonder wad am i gonna do with that money. rites.. just ordered kfc.. and im hoping the rider could go like 150km/h or something. im really starving.. flat stomach makes me feel like puking. thou shall go watch some anime.. eat ma kfc.. and imma go play some dota and kick some asses! im just a lifeless biatch. and im lovin it! call me sick.. and yeah! im sure i am...