im so darn looking forward to my trip to hk. but never am i welcoming december. zzz. its like another 10 daes to my exams.. and guess wad. im like still mapling from 12am-6am daily. omfg. i feel like deleting my maple so i can concentrate. its like having maple on my com is askin me to put the books aside. fk this shiet man.. im so freakin emotional at nite. i just have total moodswings like im pms-ing everyday. fk it. sigh.. ive been trashing my guitar since like 8am. and two hours just passed like that. hah. now i can manage my chords quite well already. been learning quite a few songs. realize mostly chinese songs will sound better on acoustic. and those eediotic english bands just had to use an electric one. sob. it sounds totally different when i play it on acoustic. dearie's working till 8 tonite. so i guess i'll go slp soon.. make myself a pig and wake up at 6pm. then i'll start studying. arhhh... im alwaes saying i'll study but as if. once my hubby's back he'll go on maple and i'll be like automatically loggin in as well. tink im gonna bring my mom to pasir ris tonite. been wanting to bring her there since like weeks ago. but its either raining or i'll be having my mahjong sessions thru the nite. hopefully it doesnt rains tonite. im feeling soo down.. so stressed out. kinda nearing the suicidal stage. just becos of my stoopid exams. arghhh! fk this shiet... been thinking bout i wan for my christmas pressie from my mom. and i cant even think of any. just bought my n70 like wks ago. bought my new wallet. have a laptop. have a dcam. have a zen neeon. changed my tv. wad else do i freaking need. a new desktop? but my desktop is like ultra power already. just have to change my ram to 1gb i dun need to wait for christmas to be able to. quit thinking wad i want. instead ive gotta think wad should i gif them. well. i mean my mom and my sweetheart. ive showered them with almost all kindsa things already.. theres nothing my dearie needs since he's using my mp3. bought the n70 with me.. have a total wide range of clothes which is flooding my wardrobe. sigh... and even if i wanna get him a bike for christmas he dun freakin have his 2a yet! zzz. well for my mom i think i'll get her a huge cup with a cover. or maybe i'll go custom make one. print drawings on it. forget it. guess i'll just go lie on my bed and watch tv. hope i doze off soon enough. else i dunt noe wad time am i gonna wakie.

been soooo occupied by mapling and sleeping that i dun even have the time to blog. kinda nonsense eh. lol. my hrs are totally haywire... i maple from 12am-6am. sleep at like 7am-5pm. and from 5pm i'll be studying.. trashing my guitar.. foruming.. or going out. im just so packed every single dae. my worst nitemare finally arrived.. exams starts this dec 5th. todae's like the 22nd of nov. i left like wad? 12 daes to study? thats merely a wk and i havent even studied one module. haha. but nvm. i'll just retake my exam nxt yr. just have to pass at least 4 out of 8 mods. changed my sch for nxt yr. i'll be studying in town.. at clemenceau ave. nv gonna let wad happened this yr repeat itself nxt yr. study all the way. dearie's gonna ord nxt yr march. then he's gonna study and work. we're gonna have sooo lil time together except sleeping. but guess everything will pay off in future. i'll be a degree holder by 19 if i further in uk. else it'll be 21 if i study at smu. hmm dun tink i'll take the one yr route since i cant just put things down back here in singapore. planned a trip in december.. gonna go hong kong with my dearie!! wee. its gonna be a total relaxing holiday. its gonna be 6 daes long.. the weather there is awesome... bought my winter clothes.. scarf.. and even this cute leopard textured hat. cant wait man. sadly its after the exams... well.. nvm.. december is gonna be a whole lot of fun for me.. damn.. im getting seriously worn out. woke up at 7pm yesterdae. and havent slept since then. been mapling and nothing but lvling my mage to 60. chiong ahhh todae cnfm reach 60 liao. then gonna hold my hinomaru fan. haha. spent like 20mil on it. dearie just went to work.. sighh. just had breakfast with him.. sent him off to work.. i feel like i already have my own family.. my future.. we're both gonna work hard and save up for our future.. hah. i love him so much..

down with this stupid flu thinggey.. zzz. wads worst.. got it down to my dearie. now he's darn sick. brought him to the doctor ytd.. these daes been so busy.. during the public hols.. was out with my mom and him.. went over to alvin's place for mahjong.. blahblah.. zz. after tml my sweetie has to do his stupid baseguard. but well. least i get to see him everyday. last time i dun get to see him for one whole dae.. hmmm. exams are in the first wk of december. just started studying my third module. have to study another 6 modules by then. gotta put my heart into it. its just work and studies for me from now till first wk of december.. yawn.