ok... lets see. was half dead with ma bloated stomach and gastric pains the starting of this week. met ma father and consulted a doc.. was on medication and fergot to take it since well heaven noes when. school on thurs and its friday. hm... ma husband came back at 10+ in the morning. duh this is his second home already. and he's mostly staying here rather than his first. so wadeva. yea hugged him to slp till like 2+ and we went down to cine fer billiard. on form.. weee. met alex at wheelock starbucks with two of his frens. ck.. xiang's friend came down as well. went for second round billiard at far east shopping basement. another trashing game. ma hubby was like wad 67 pnts? and i was like wad 50? and ma dear son? haha needless to sae. he was below 30. we were supposed to play loser punch but yea. as usual im the one who foots the bill. was getting late. decided to go sparks with them. so about 10pm we were there. standing in front of sparks. its total boredom can. last week was at rush and this week im clubbing again at sparks. a stupid ahbeng ahlian place. just so not me can. im gonna quit clubbing. dun wanna be classified as a chiongster again. well.. i kinda told maself that thats ma last time im gonna step into sparks. its so damn freakin no kick. the atmosphere is not there. the music suck. no pretty bois nor sexy chicks. total boring. only bout 2am did the songs start to make me move. had to even ask the dj to play ding dong song. like wtf. that song is quite a hit now.. and he havent played it since he started spinning. like wadeva. finally decided to leave the damn place at 2+. me and ma hubby were like totally moodless on our way back. and our legs were like wobbling already. reached home. bathe.. and i cooked spaghetti for ma sweetie. lied on the bed and had our chats and were fast asleep. nxt will be todae! we woke up at like 2+. enjoyed our bath. took ma time to dressup. listen to music. and left the hse bout 3+. went over to his hse to get his skates. then went down to je. theres like nobodie in the rink except for those few regulars. prolly like 5-6 regulars? others were the invisibles to me. everybodie's been saying that i changed and stuff. i dun see it though. went off at 7+. off to westmall for coffee. hehe. woot the chocolate cake rawks. met kelvin and jiawei and another unknown there. was a short stop there and we headed for seletar. like omg. seletar was like kinda crowded. first impression after stepping in there was like.. is today a family day or sumfink? nvm. we sat by the rocks and chatted awhile. dragged on our sticks. and moved off to fisherman village. hehx. ma third time there. ordered fishnchips and a calamari. and i drank ma cocktail and ma dearie drank his peach cooler. food was good and i was like totally bloated already.. could hardly move and i looked like im down with a 2-3 mnths pregnancy. looked kinda cute when ma darling put one arm on ma shoulder and another stroking ma tummy. lol. pretending.. yea.. as if.. lol. rode home with ma bloated stomach and here i am blogging. going for a photoshoot tml. gonna get ma portfolio done and im gonna join the newpaper cover girl. well. dunno if i can make it. but ma mum n frens have been askin me to go. gonna give a shot. im totally worn out now. gonna drop dead in bed and tml will be another boring dae. cant wait for hubby to come home on monday. missin him like crazie. he is really the nicest.. bestest.. sweetest bf i ever had. im gonna give me the best i can. and i hope we can stay like that fer the rest of our lives...

finally ive settled down at home.. in front of my com. been workin from tues to fri 7am-6pm daily. darn tiring. but it seems so lovely. my hubby will send me to work. then he'll go back camp. after work he'll come fetch me and we'll go home together. his house that is. from there we decide where to go. so like husband and wife aight. friday nite i went out with an unexpected bunch man. me dear steven shawn brandan anthony benkor dasao. lol. we went ps for a midnight show. watched mr and mrs smith. nice show. it was about 3 sumfink am when we left ps. came home. and fell asleep kinda fast. so now its like saturdae already. daes pass so fast. woken up by his tossing and turning. were crackin our heads on where to go. well just one step at a time. we left the house at bout 3pm. went over to boonlay for our breakfast cum lunch. called up steven and anthony. told them to meet in town at bout 5+ for coffee. then went back to his hse to get changed. ok we were lying on the bed.. talking. playing poker and uh huh. as usual im late. left his hse at like wad. 7pm? haha. and their there waiting at nydc. ooopsie. lol. met at cine. went down to the food court for dinner. then walked down to wheelock for coffee at starbucks. there i was like hesitating whether to go ms or not. fuck it. met ma cutie lil girlfriend nette. omfg man. i miss her so much. walked down to pot black. played billiard till like 11+pm and finally i made up ma mind to go ms. so there's me.. hubby. anthony. dear's 2 friends and bernice. been sucha long time since i stepped into ms. went in rush. woohoo finally can throw ma ic at bouncer's face. lol. first time i *legally* go clubbing. club till like 3 sumfink. was like darn shagged already. went opp and ate bak kut teh. 4 plus already really sehhhh. ready to toh ani min already. reach dearie's hse i lied flat on the bed while he helped me massage. he is just so darn caring. this kinda guy i guess its only once in a lifetime man. fast asleep. woke up at like 2 this "morning". waited for him to get ready then send me home. and taahhh dahhh! poof! im home. at last. miss ma com. but i just realize that i can actually live without a com these daes. not like last time. i'll cry when i go overseas or chalet cos i'll miss ma com so bad. now. i turn on ma com and im at a lost of wad to do. would rather pick up ma fone and ring ma hubby. gonna meet him later again. most likely gonna catch a show with him and ma mom. then at nite im gonna go seletar. hope so. im kinda tired. but i guess its just physically gone case. gonna chill out and wait for him.

great thanks to those people who tried to flood my board and wad so eva. but u guys are just a lifeless bunch. i dun even wish to noe who on earth are u pple. it'll just bring disgrace that i actually knew spas like u guys. well. u guys can carry on if u wan. clearing ma tag aint much of work. =)
these daes ive been like totally worn out. my dearie's been staying over at my places fer a couple of daes. gonna miss his warm hugs tonite. it was our one month anni on sat and we had a heep loads of fun. went around mani places. slackin.. chillin.. blah. the most unexpected thing was that he bought me a four leaf clover carebear. like omfg. wanted it since ages. but thot it was kinda waste of money. went out with ma mom and her colleagues as well as ma hubby to town fer lunch and billiard. nxt we went home. and back down to town. lol. wanted to go clubbin. but no khakis. ended up at seletar. it was so darn romantic. hahx. was in a "i dun wanna go home" kinda mood. stayed over at ma second home and slept like 7am in the morning -.- dearie decided to take mc on mon. so i got up at 12 and accompanied him to polyclinic. was like half dead. settled everything bout 4 and he sent me home for a nap. went out again at 8 to holland v for dinner and a cup of mocha. i just love chilling at starbucks/coffee bean with him. we'll just have too much to talk about. as we sip our mocha and drag on our ciggys.. purrfffect. decided to earn sum xtra cash and work at mom's office on tues. was supposed to wake up at 7. duh. as usual. failed. woke up at like 12 instead and went to work still. ma hubby fetched me from work and we headed back to his hse. rest awhile and had dinner with his mom and dad and left for esplanade. ok our poor lil babie finally cannot tahan animore. broke down at henderson flyover. it was drizzling as we sat under the shelter on the road shoulder. waited for the towing pple to come. it was kinda tough luck but still it was kinda romantic. first time ive been in sucha situation. fun. lol. we sat the lorrie out to the busstop and took a bus back to ma hse. watched kungfu mahjong.. chilled around. blah.. and he fell asleep. sat by ma bed as i read ma book and watch him sleep. was shivering there for bout 2 hrs and i finally started to feel like i was at north pole. crawled up to the bed and he hugged me. his bodie was so warm.. but sumhow i was already numb. it was already like 5.30am. and screw this shiet. dragged maself up at 7am. the weather was like fcuk. me and ma mom dropped him off at his camp and went to work. shagged.. i fell asleep while updating the invoices. like wtf. i was typing and i dozed off. okay.. after work met him at queensway. aight. his camp is only like a few bus stops away from ma office. hah. then went over to the motorshop to check on the babie. cant take yet. tml. so took 198 back all the way to his hse. the journey was like ages. was like totally out of idea at his hse. both of us were like starving and wanted a sip of mocha. boi i think we're addicted. took a cab down to holland v. fcuk its another long trip. fell asleep on his lap. ate nasi lemak and was like darn full. took another cab home. after sending me home he went home as well. hope he'll sleep well tonite. and hope tml will be a better dae. todae is totally mood spoiling. and yay! can hug him to sleep tml and the dae after and blahblahblah. we sure look more like husband and wife now man. haha. going home together after work. coming out for dinner and coffee.. i noe. that he's the one. ma future. ma love. ma life. ma everything.

cant stop thinkin of ewe!!! omfg.. he just left. and im missin he's hugs and kisses already. read my past posts awhile ago and felt that i was a total idiot. now i realli noe and feel wad is love and affection. my mom and her boss likes him lots. lol. im so proud to be his girl. i wish to grow old with him. wad he said is really true. if we got together 3 yrs ago. things wouldnt turn out this way. its fated. i wanna settle down. yes. may wants to have her own family. i really wish to. and i hope he is my significant other half. for the rest of ma life. i will be there for him. he is just too good for me to let go of him. i wan him to be my last boyfriend. thats ma current goal. im gonna study.. work.. and spend my time left with him. saturdae is our one month anniversary. time flies. really fast. at the speed of light man. it feels like a few daes since we've been together. lol. i dunt noe why. but when he msg others or anithing i wun have even a teeny weeny bit of suspicion. i really trust him. he gives me enough freedom. he's alwaes askin me to go enjoy maself dun get stuck at home when he goes to work. but i'd rather be home! skating without him makes me feel empty. i think im gonna buy a new pair of skates. so for the time being im gonna mia unless he feels like skating. saturday i wish to go back to the place we became an item. seletar.. i just wish to sit there in his arms. and he said he has a surprise for me on sunday. omg man. i dun even noe wad to give him. guess i'll make koniyaku jelly for him. hehx. prolly get him a necklace as well. but he seems to like his naruto necklace. with a gaara's ai on it. looks nice. wonder if he will be stayin at my place. or prolly i'll stay over at his place. rawr! i dunno.. wanna go ikea this sunday and change sum furnitures of mine. wish to get a black table. a new bedframe. a wall lamp and ask my dearie to help me drill and fix it up. hiakhiak. he just fills my mind...
"Loving You by Minnie Riperton" Loving you is easy 'cause you're beautiful, making love with you is all I wanna do. Loving you is more then just a dream come true, and everything that I do is out of loving you. la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la la la la...do do do doo ohhhhhhhh. No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring. Stay with me while we grow old and we will live each day in the springtime. 'Cause loving you has made my life so beautiful, and everyday of my life is filled with loving you. Loving you, I see your soul come shining through, and everytime that we, oohh.. I'm more in love with you. la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la la la la...do do do doo ohhhhhhhh No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring, Stay with me while we grow old and we will live each day in the springtime. 'Cause loving you is easy 'cause you're beautiful, and every day of my life is filled with loving you. Loving you, I see your soul come shining through,
and everytime that we, oohh.. I'm more in love with you. la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la la la la la, do do do doo...oohhhhh...

its just too good to be true... but i really put all my heart into this relationship. i think he's the one. well prolly i hope he's the one. just finish baking my best dessert. cheesecake. hehe. i put all my heart into it and kept thinking bout him while preparing the pastry. miss him soo much. really worried bout him todae. his job.. sigh. glad to noe that he's safe in bed now. hope he and his family will like the lil sumthing i made for them. gonna bring it over to his place tml morning. give him a surprise. heh. he's the only guy who've done so much for me before. the only guy who gave me that really very special feeling as well as security. in my current life. he's my everything. for him im willing to give up anithing. i'd rather go out with him than go skating or going to class. im never like that in the past. nothing could stop me from skating. but now. i really lose the feeling for skating. i just feel like missing in action for awhile. life is gonna be darn busy for me soon. starting my c.a.t course in july. and for now im gonna work when he work. plus on my studies. gonna have 14 papers for my december exams. gonna be real hectic. i hope i can do it. my sweetie is really surpportive. he alwaes encourages me to study hard and all. i noe he's alwaes there for me. thankew very much my dear. bought a helmet ytd. hyper glossy black tinted visor. its pretty. hehe. just haven buy stickers yet. planning to put chinese words. mei and xiang on it. cant wait. keke. and sheesh. ive grown fatter. im gonna lose sum weight. gonna pick some time out for sum exercise. jogging.. gym. swimming and all. gonna watch ma naruto and have an early nite. lovin him to bits~