my exact sentiments.. sigh.

Jesse McCartney - Just so you know
I shouldn't love you,
but I want too.
I just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move.
I can't look away.

And I don't know,
how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know,
how to make the feeling stop.
Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
I just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.

It's getting hard to,
be around you.
There's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to have the feelings?
And look the other way.

And I don't know,
how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know,
how to make the feeling stop.
Just so you know.

This feeling's taking control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
Just gotta say it all before I go. (Just so you know)

This emptiness is killing me,
I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long.
Looking back I realize,
it was always there,
just never spoken.
I'm waiting here,
been waiting here.

Just so you know,
this feeling's take control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
Just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.
(Whoa,
Just so you know,
Whoa,
Thought you should know.)

I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
Just gotta say it all before I go,
just so you know.

Just so you know.

what on earth is goin on with my life? where is the pwx i once known. i once loved. what is happening to us.. everything came so quickly and fly by like that. im starting to doubt my capability of handling all this. for 2 yrs we've loved each other so much.. and in a split second, things start crumbling down. i really cant handle this. i really love u baby. and i hope u do so too.. but how am i gonna put myself back together? im afraid to let u go.. u are the love of my life. i just wanna be with u.. be the naive couple we used to be. planning and dreaming of our future tgt. how we're gonna grow old tgt.. and things we will do once we get older.. im still in search for the days we once had. the fun we once enjoyed together.. the love we once shared. i love u with all my heart baby.. and i'll be waiting for the day where u'll hold my hand to ur heart and tell me that u love me =)