nice song.. Corrinne May - Save Me
I drift, I burn, I fly When you sing lullabies I'm helpless, I'm yearning I'm like the putty in your hands I laugh, I dream, I cry When you take me on a roller coaster ride You see me through and through You see just who i am Just take my hand and Save me from this place Heaven knows I'm falling For you, my sweet embrace Heaven Knows Heaven knows I've been waiting for you I had a dream that i was falling from the sky At 90 miles an hour I was bound to crash and die But out of nowhere you came and rescued me There must be some grace in the touch of your face I'm so happy that I've found you I'm no longer afraid Oh ' cause you Save me from this place Heaven knows i'm falling For you my sweet embrace Heaven knows Heaven knows I've been waiting Before i met you Life was slow-mo So slow-mo I thought i had it figured out But you came and turned my whole world upside down Save me from this place Heaven knows I'm falling For you, my sweet embrace Heaven knows Heaven knows you've come to Save me from this place Heaven knows I'm falling For you, my sweet embrace Heaven Knows Heaven knows I've been waiting for you Waiting for you...

yawn. i missed my medication again. well anyway i din have lunch so how can i take it. who cares. still got like tons of pills to take. i havent said this is ages.. POH WEI XIANG! I LOVE U. =P ok. im going bonkers. well. u see... im all alone. in this empty room. not really empty rather. just me.. and this computer of mine. 4 walls. no lights. and a ciggarette. how normal can i be. he'll be back by tml morning. so save me. i wont be able to slp tonite. i took like 2 hrs plus plus to get to slp two nights ago. cant u just hug me to slp every freakin nite. dammit! and wooohoo. lecture tml is cancelled. well at least for the night one. but duh. since when did i bother whether its cancelled or not. NOMB! none of my business! i dun wanna go i dunt go! and it seems like i never wanted to go. havent stepped into school fer ages. cant even remember how does my lecturer look like. these daes been in town with my sweetie. oh yea. and stupid road traffic act shiet. damm!! i wanted to eat that taiwan chicken at fareast two daes ago. yea. so my lovely pie drove me there. and fcuk! my chicken cost like 73 bucks. thanks to the stupid summon. parking at the stupid pavement aint blocking any way cannn. the path is like so darrrrnnnn wide. it can fit hundreds of sumo wrestlers. argh. but forget it.. bummer. thou shall start training my mage and get some slp soon. maple sea that is if ure wondering. ign: missapg/apgee

this sucks. im like suffering from insomnia.. i cant fuckin get to slp at all. help. been tossing in bed since like 4+ and now's like 6am already and i still cant slp. yea rite and i got a freakin lecture at like 10am tml. gotta wake up by like wad. 8? fuck this shit lah

babie i love u and i'll never let u go but if i have to boi i think u should noe. all the love we made. can never be erased. i love u. yes i do.... i hope u love me too. i will never bear to leave u. i wanna be there for u. pls let me.. i'll wipe ur tears when u cry. i'll laugh with u when ure happie. i'll be there for u whenever u want me to. just dun ever leave me. ure so important to me. till words cant describe how i feel towards u... u mean so much to me. ure already part of my life. part of my family. part of my future. as long as u are happie i am willing to do anithing.. and if the dae comes. that i really have to let u go.. i will. as long as ure happie.. so if u fall in love with someone. pls tell me. as long as ure more comfortable. i'll let go.. i'll stop clinging.. for now. i just wanna let u noe.. i enjoyed everydae that i spent with u.... my love.. poh... wei.. xiang..

yea. cos of going to fareast or not. me and my mom had to quarrel like its time to die. fuck it. i swear. FUCK IT. im sick of this. listening to her rants. listening to her bloodie bullshit. wads this. is buying a skirt wrong? is going to fareast when im in town wrong? u dun wanna go u fuckin tell me in the face and i'll just go myself. i dun need ur compani. neither do i need u to pay for a pathetic skirt. ive got the money to buy it myself. u asked me to clear my shoes ytd before i lay my eyes on another pair. i did. i hunted for a big topshop bag in my closet and started throwing 2 pairs of converse which gawd noes when i freakin bought it. and yes. i got scolded again. yea wad a waste. i see also heartpain. come on lah fcukface. u are the one who ask me to clear now u tellin me all this? go bang wall lah k. i dun care. talk to my middle finger. if ure so unhappie with ma attitude. well just to let u noe.. u gave birth to me and spoilt me. u did it with ur own fuckin pair of hands. u brought this all upon urself. u asked for it. u could have just not said wads the hurry or just fuckin shut ur gap and i wun freakin quarrel with u. yes u have to make everything such a ginger. be that wae lah k. i dun give a damn animore. i give up! end of story. u dun wanna talk i wun fuckin talk.

somehow i wish i could be dead. life is starting to suck. or should i sae im starting to feel like as boring as before.. school. home. school. home. wads new? practically nothing. fcuk this shiet man. i mean it. fcuk it! woke up at like 12 todae. got changed and all. and took a train all the wae over to aljunied with my hubby. yes. question is why am i taking a public transport. cuz.. he's sick of driving. lol. so.. who cares. well. reached aljunied. felt hungry. sat down at the coffee shop near my school. i ate this chicken chop which kinda sucked. it was like 3pm already. and im already 1hr late fer ma class. actually had a morning class from 10-1. but slept at 4am last nite and knew i'd be glued to the bed. so i din bother to think twice. just skip it. after eating.. this urge came. and urge for me to go home and game instead of getting stuck in a lecture for 2 hrs. wait for 2 hrs. and have another lecture for 3 hrs. there goes ma dae. thats if i went to sch. now. im home here. blogging.. ma hubby's plvling my character. and i can see that sian lil face of his which just melts ma heart. so sweet. on and off i'll just go stuck my head in between his arms as he lay his hands on the keyboard. and start biting him. lol. still. happiness doesnt last forever. im feeling so inferior. so lost. so dead. i feel he's letting me have things my way.. im mean too much. he keeps giving in to me.. keeps allowing me to do anithing i wan. i noe he aint happy with me skipping sch. and im just so fcuked up. knowing he doesnt like it yet im still having things my way. not bothering bout how he feels. havin that kinda heck care attitude.. im so getting spoilt by he and my mom. well. fcuk all that shiet. newaes. he and my mom's geting along very well. they sms when im in sch. my mom asks him wad he wants fer dinner... i sooo love them. their closest to me. my mom will never leave me till the dae she rests on her deathbed. as for xiang.. i noe.. i trust him.. and i hope.. that he will not leave me. and we'll grow old together. sumone pls shine my life up. i really dunno where to pick up the motivation. the urge to hit the books again. im just gonna enjoy these daes i have with him... i noe ure good to me darling... and i really appreciate i. im lovin u so much. ure the greatest present that heaven has ever given me. i promise u i'll never leave u till the dae i leave this world. trust me.. give me ur heart.. and believe in me that i'll take good care of it.. xiang.. thank you...