studying is tiring.. like extremely.. as usual woke up at 7.30 for school. finished class at 10am.. today was chemistry. went through some primary school topics like the 3 state of matter and changes in state.. though its basic science. but was listening rather attentively throughout the class. like every other day.. i'll be at je mac smoking area after school. completing the day's homeworks.. revising what had been gone through that day.. and going through the next chapters which will be covered. been at je studying since 8.30am till 7.30pm.. thats nearing 12hrs.. thanks to charmaine and my dear kor for helping me out with my work.. time passed superbly fast. finally completed my book titled "a brother's journey by richard pelzer" his elder brother, dave pelzer, was the author of the book "a child called it" these two books features how their mom abused them. his mom actually commanded dave to vomit wadeva he's consumed to make sure he hadn't had any food. next he'll be asked to reconsume wad the threw up.. sick yea.. poor kid.. as for richard.. he was the target after dave was taken away by the authorities.. abusive scenes like having a bottle of tobasco sauce poured down his throat will just give ur heart the chills.. ive bought the series of dave pelzer and richard pelzer's books.. now im seriously turning geeky. haha. but ive just found the joy in books. the knowledge and the room to improve my english makes me fall in love with books. hah. oh and ive done quite a bit of cny shopping already. got so darn many new year clothes. haha. cant wait to wear them.. mainly from bebe, armani xchange, fcuk, levis, nike and so on..

ok its been a long long time since ive updated. came to realise its even before christmas. lol. wadeva. i dun really wish to talk bout the end of 2006. fark it.. life's much better now. all ive got in my head is study study study! haha. just started sch on monday. taking english emaths amaths poa phy and chem. having a slight problem here. which is ive apparently returned everything i learnt back to the teacher! lol. ive forgotten how to work out maths equations.. all the formulas.. all the stuff in phy and chem.. and poa! haha. and today had my english class from 8.30-10am. was tested on idioms.. and i bloody scored 4/10! haha. gawddd. gone gaga over books. been visiting popular and big book shop to get my study materials as well as some assessment books.. spending like 30 bucks a day on that. haha. i could have bought a shirt a day! thanks to char and keehan for helping me out in my amaths. char was like writing the solutions for some simultaneous equation on msn for me... as for keehan.. i met him coincidently at je mac.. i made him sit there and teach me my amaths hmwk from like 10.30am till 2pm ytd. haha. ok im slow.. but willing to work hard ok! i know how to do... its just that ive sorta forgot. so gotta somehow refresh my memory a lil. as for my bf.. he haven't found a job.. been looking the papers awhile ago.. highlighting job vacancies and sending resumes for him.. hopefully some kind soul can employ him.. =( else he'll be sooo out of cash this new year. no matter what.. ive already decided to study this yr through.. aiming for at least 3 a's for my o's and b's for science at least. wish me luck! haha.