when will i ever feel my life get better. its sucking bad as the days go by. in debt of like 750 bucks aint funny one bit. no shopping no eating good food no nothing. somehow it calms me down thinking of my own honda s2k dream car nxt yr! hah! yea my mom finally agreed to get it for me nxt yr once i get my license. everything aint going smooth at all. my relationship is in a mess. im working 8.30am-5.30pm daily. take a bus home.. eat.. watch disc.. slp. thanks to the bloody accident i had on 251006 which cost me a bomb. shouldnt have gone woodlands to take ciggys that day. thanks to the bloody taxi which ebreaked right in front. thank the mighty heavens for raining that night. no more pretty skirts.. hot pants for me.. zzz. i cant even wear shoes now. thats for wearing a spag shorts and slippers at the time of my accident. aint i just so smart. lol. finally enrolled for my olvls nxt yr. i mean the course. yea.. taking eng emaths amaths poa phy bio. its gonna be triple maths double science and great english. lol. should be able to handle it if i attend all the lessons.. hopefully. lol. oh! and i finally bought my dream car model. its yellow.. he bought it for me. kinda sexy. its doors, boot, hood can all be opened. and there u goooo.. a pretty sight of its v-tech engine. dammit larhs.. im just feelin darn restless now. gonna go blast some rnb and bring down my house.