wad a great way to start the week.. fresh.. i went to sch ytd! hehe. went bugis before that. wanted to go have tepanyaki but it sumhow closed down. wad a disappointment. well. had this shitty laksa in the end. fuck it. aniwae. bought a billabong belt which is fkin pretty. bought thing girl boxer. and a i love boys undie from topshop. hehe. oh and bought this black windproof lighter. nice. hah. went to sch after that. then dearie came to pick me up at nite and we went for our beef hor fun. was accompanied by three kittens there. haha. darn cute man. reminds me of my kittens last time. gonna study later till bout 12mn. then go to slp. gotta go sch tml at 10. must wake up. already missed class todae which i didnt want to. but i overslept. gotta keep the flow and continue going to sch. so darn hungry. havent eaten for the whole dae.. hope mom comes back soon. else i'll starve.. din msg my darling since i woke up. he seems kinda sad bout it. sry sweetheart. i dunno wads gotten into me. just dun feel like talking to whole morning. well my morning. alright... gonna go bathe now and start studying..

im sorrie sweetheart. its either u disappear for the next two months or u study with me. im gonna put my heart into my books for the next 2 months. december 5th is my first paper. i must make it. no matter wad. just suffer in oct and nov. finish up the exams and ive got a whole month to relax and i'll be automatically transfered to acca yr 2 nxt yr. and least i can study with my shifu. hope things will turn out fine. i really cant afford to lose this opportunity. prolly i might be a lil late by realising it. but as the saying goes.. better late than never. i must put in my effort. went ta town todae to get my dearie he's presentss. haha. yea bought like 4 things for him. hope he'll like them. this fridae's his birthdae. opened a chalet for him. prepared 300 bucks worth of bbq food. hopefully everybodie who attend will enjoy it. bought a roxy shorts and a ripcurl flops todae fer maself. wakakaka. like finally.. i'll try to keep myself away from the internet. so i dun get tempted to maple or wadeva shiet. i just wanna study. just stfu and study. so i left 4 daes to go crazy and play all i want. after that its just books books and nothing but books. gonna go down ta sch tml to register for my exams as well as get all the notes, textbooks and revision kits. guess i got somehow brain washed by my mom. well wad she said is really true. and its for my own good. i respect her. one thing is cos she said. studying is an option. u can fcuk sch and come out to work. but think urself how much will ur pay be. do u wanna be a sales girl at some boutique and earn that measly amount. working for 10 yrs down the road and still earning peanuts. no i dunt wan to. i wanna be like her. getting a five digit income every month. having enough money to raise my kids nxt time.. i wanna get till that lvl. i dun wan my future to suffer. i wanna have a luxurious life in my mids. i wanna give my family the best. i wanna give my kids the best. i will work for it. its just this two months. i will make it. thanks zhe. thanks for telling me off. thanks for telling me after the chalet just hit the books. i'll prove to all of u out there. i can make it... i hope my friends will give me more support. more motivation... i hope...

fuck this shiet lah ok. WAD EVA! i dun gif a dam animore. open chalet u wanna argue. play mahjong u wanna argue. then wad the fuck for u buy the FUCKING mahjong table. kum lan! u and ur fuckin logic. talk to my fuckin hand lah ok. u wan things ur wae so do i ok. where's ur god damn fcukin brain. or do u even have one. talk to u nicely u gif me that kinda fcuked up attitude of urs. u talk to me nicely i fuck u up see if u like it. neither do u rite. then dun fuckin treat others like that. i aint ur sandbag. dun take everything out on me. im sick here and u wanna make my head throb even more. ure one darn bloodie bitch. B I T C H. be that way aight. I DO NOT FUCKIN CARE BOUT HOW U FEEL ANYMORE. FUCK THIS SHIET. FUCK LIFE AND EVERYTHING ELSE. ENOUGH MEANS ENOUGH.

this is so.. blah! just came back from hong kong on mondae with a food poisoning. thanks to those stupid fish balls and sotong. zzz. ok well. its a good thing. ive been eating non-stop when i reached hong kong. and when im on my wae back i practically vommited everything. puke like 6 times. been shitting like nobodies biz since mon. lol. overall. the hong kong trip was good. my darling had great fun there as well.. bought this new mp4 flip phone. followed by more than 20 shirts for myself. 3 jeans from tough. like more than 5 bags and blah blah blah. hmmm.. well gonna go skate later and pass my friends and all the pressies. rawr....

woot its been so long since i updated.. been having too much mahjong marathon these daes.. im so darn broke. lol. but its ok. i just need to keep myself alive till fridae. then saturdae i'll be off to hong kong. hurhur. yah rite. and it'll be a morning 6am flight. gotta wake up at like 4+. haha. just formated my com. now its like so clean. weee. gonna go back to mapling soon. recently been hanging out with this bunch of steady friends.. who can actually call me at 9pm tell me all come up play mahjong. who can call me at 1pm. waking me up telling me their downstairs waiting for me to have lunch together. yea baby! their shawn. bran. jj. steven. kor.. hmmm gonna go skate soon. and omg. ive gotta take mrt.. and worse of all ive gotta hold a helmet. lol. =P hmmm. okay.. guess i'll go bathe and all. gonna bring my zen neeon down wakaka. first time im gonna use it~ weee..