had hella fun at ma chalet. it was my happiest and most unforgettable burfdae in ma 16 yrs of life. met dear laren sandy at town then we went down to downtown.
ppl there on the first dae-` me dear laren sandy lenghan zhe junjie chengpeng nick jeff shaun brandon benkor
happenings-` we started bbq quite late. all had a hardtime starting the fire. the charcoal was like so darn huge. the food was good. i had the first bite! haha! it was a chicken chipolata. good man. they kept feeding me non stop. my plate was never empty. aight. then jj got bbq-ed as well. haha. they were having their wrestlemania session near the dusbin makin hell lot of noise. lol. deardear was like cooking the whole nite fer me. next was time to cut the cake! the usual singing of bdae song.. blow candle.. bart!!! lol. they were like kiss kiss kiss kiss~ >.< shyness man. my sweetie walked next to me and sat rite there beside me and we frenched. i was like blushing bad.. haha. ma sweetest kiss that nite. lol.. that nite was the most wonderful nite i can ever have man. dear's friend cuipin (wonder if its spelled like that) came down. another sp rider. so total got 3 sp~ hehe. bout 1am or sumthing me laren kor and cuipin went down to seletar. the feeling was so darn nice. he hugged me there by the rocks. and i started to tear... tears of joy. he is the onli one who could make me cry cos im happie. im soo touched. awhile later they were like pehhhing up and down seletar. lol. damn cool loh. before we're about to go i was like playing with ahdear's bike. fun~~ hehe. kickstart. clutchin. gear1. trotter. hehe~ weeeee. then nxt we went to jalan kayu for a bite. roti prataaaa~ heh. yummie.. was like 4+ already. went back to chalet. sum were like dead on bed sum went blading. the rest dunno go where. thats it for dae 1~ so fast...
pple who came by the second dae-` akira jackson weixiang aisha zhiwei eddie yuling jiawei ellis kelvin
happenings-` everybodie were darn shagged. but still. we played mahjong on the bed in the morning. lol. then went for a swim bout 2+. sandy thought that jackson was reaching so she went back to the chalet. and in the end all decided to go back with her. so fine~ nvm. me and ma sweetie stayed for awhile more. did stupid things in the swimming pool like massaging him and stuff. lol. went back.. bathe.. then rest awhile. bbq again~ lol. went to get more charcoal drinks and utensils. then prepared the food for the bbq. that nite the pits around our side were all filled. everybodie were havin their bbq nite. as usual blast music.. thhen we started going crazie. we were damn damn drained already. all worn out. my mood started to sink when it was nightfall. cos dearie had to work the nxt dae and couldnt stay over. he suddenly told me he going back jurong west then come back i was like wtf!! i told him its ok cos he was really so tired and his eyelids were so heavy already. it hurts me just to see him like that.. went back to jurong after the bbq then off to town. hehe. we both were like damn sehh on our way back to chalet and even got lost sumwhere in pasir ris. lol. tried to keep ourselves awake. nxt morning was time to checkout already. din slp much for that 3 daes. sat beside him as i watched him sleep. so cute. so charming. he woke up and gave me that kinda cheeky lil smile.. hugged me and drop dead again. when i tried to move away he pulled me closer to him. ok.. he's nt slping. lol. was 7 already all started to rush up and pack their stuff and call it over. deardear sent me home this morning. i was like 90% unconscious already. was wobbling while i walked up the stairs. couldnt even walk straight. reached home. bathe. and realize my com was down. crawled to my bed and drop dead. its been a long time since i could fall asleep so fast. mom shaked me up at 3+ and forced me out of bed. askin me to go down simlim to fix my com cos she wun be free on the weekdaes. fine.. went down to simlim. changed my power supply box and my vga card. installed 2 more fans. and she freakin bought a laptop for my bdae pressie!! lol. asus s5np. small. chio. nice. like it alot. i was like thinking how to get my two coms online.. cunning lil me.. i on my wireless and tapped onto my neighbour. lol. hah. gonna go slp soon. really shagged. oh and for my birthday dis yr.. to conclude. i recieved a laptop. a fourleafclover necklace from my sweetheart. *its so pretty*. a zippo from my dearest meimei sandy. engraved with the words love may~ so sweet. and a me to u pair keychain from my lil son kelvin. the best gift of all was from everyone. accompanying me through my 16th birthday and making me smile through these 3 daes. thank you guys. i will never forget this birthday chalet of mine.. cant wait to meet my shazhu tml.. miss him so much...

ok im in my mom's office updating my stupid blog while waiting for her to wrap up her work. slept at 4am last nite and woke up automatically at 7+. omfg man. ma darling came over at about 10am. hehe so happie. i was bathing and he took my keys from ma window and came in. lol. i was so shocked when i walked out onli in a towel wraparound. lol. just after i finsih changing he suddenly pulled me up and hugged me tightly and kissed me. it was so heart warming man. hehe. so glad.. then he sent me down to my mom's office. hehe. ok i gotta run. gotta go down singapore accouting academy and register for my course. then meeting my sweetie and mom for lunch in town. then go downtown east chalet.. hehe. gonna partay all nite. gonna go biking with him.. my mei also can go~ hehe. laren going to fetch her. wonder how would things turn out. hopefully it will all turn out fine. weeeee. happie birthday to meeeee~~~ update after ma chalet..

been kinda long time since i blogged.. and wtf man.. i injured my knee again.. rawr.. now its swollen like a freakin pig's leg. well.. im strong. hah! this kinda pain is nothin.. these daes hubby and i very loving wor. haha. mondae he ton over at ma place. hugged me to slp. so warm man.. how i wish i could hug him to slp everydae. and that nite.. before coming over to ma hse he went all the wae to geylang to buy ma favourite tou hua and you tiao for me.. im so damn touched aighttt. sha zhu wor he. everytime we decide to eat geylang's beef hor fun i will be too full to eat their tou hua. and its like 2 times already. he is so meticulous.. im really sorrie sweetie. i din take care of maself todae and injured myself. he was so darn heart pain when he looked at my bruise. saw his expression. was really touched. ytd we went back to seletar.. the feeling was still there. we did a really cute thing.. which was to re-act wad happen on 110505. haha.. but sumhow we just couldnt bring ourselves to sae those words. cuz we're already together. he replaced the words with... wo ai ni. really very sweet.. todae's a bad bad dae.. rite in the morning.. sumhow i automatically got up at like 7.45am and greeted my cupcake. went back to slp and was woken up by johnny at 9+. went back to slp automatically got up again at 11+. nvm went back to slp and kinda overshot. got up at 1.30pm. well nvm.. bathe change.. and rushed down to the rink. todae in the rink really darn borin. totally moodless. was waiting for nightfall then he'll come and fetch me. wait wait wait.. he finally reached at bout 8+. todae's kelvin's bdae. couldnt do much to celebrate for him. but least we did. lol. first we decided to eat at 130. damien bought cakes and we started singing him a birthdae song. he was kinda paiseh. lol. eat and slack awhile. and here comes this auntie holding a bowl of huge sharks fin. hahaha. she ask who's kelvin. duh. its my ahdear's idea. my hubby just has so mani waes to surprise someone. especially me... cant wait till saturdae till we can really go out and enjoy ourselves. this wk is his training wk. only can meet up at nite for that lil while. missing him so muchies.. hehe

uve been making me go gaga since 030505.. and now since 110505 finally.. we are together le. i really will treasure u with all my heart. 3 yrs ago i let u slip away.. i will not let go now.. missing u much now my ke ai de sha zhu.. ytd.. 9.45pm.. seletar resevoir. is the beginning to a whole new love story.. lets see.. was weds ytd. aight.. went to skate with him.. and my face was like blushing darn badly. moreover my makeup was really faint ytd. went off bout 6+.. xiao sha zhu wanted to bathe. so went to his hse.. sat down and cooled down awhile in his room. he played his guitar. that moment i was totally lost in my dreams.. i was looking at the floor thinking bout how romantic it was.. and i could sumhow sense that he was looking at me.. i was so darn shy man. while he was bathing. i placed this lil straw heart which i just learnt how to make recently on his table. grabbed our stuff and left the hse already. at the void deck we were thinking so hard of where to go.. in the end my big brains came up with the idea of going to geylang for their beef hor fun. haha. never tried it before. so we went off to geylang. theres this really darn cute kitten beside the table we were sitting. hah. just cant keep my eyes off it. before we left he took my ring. the ring engraved 030505. then headed to seletar resevoir. i will never forget that nite man. we sat by the rocks.. and its like so darn coincident. sumhow i realised that whenever im with him we'll hear tong hua by guang liang. he was playing his mp3 list and theres this car nearby which was also blasting their stereos. right on the dot! both sides were playing tong hua! lol. i was like staring at the sea. omfg man. its sooo nice.. never thought that there will be sucha place in singapore. thanks sweetie.. the lil building lights reflected on the sea. and it was like a rainbow in the waters. sat there awhile and i was kinda missin my ring.. he wanted to tell me that he've already lost it. but sumhow i guess it was the expression on my face that made him bth. lol. he finally gave me back. hehe. we sat there for quite awhile.. and well.. i guess how we actually approached the topic will be a secret between the two of us.. eh.. nope. 3.. lol. cos he actually told his friend how he wanted to make me be his girl on my bdae. it was really the most romantic wae a guy ever asked me to be his girl.. the atmosphere.. music.. everything was just so perfect. was gettin late. sadly.. zzz had to go. the journey home was a quiet one.. he held ma hand.. felt so warm.. felt so comfortable after sumhow hiding my feelings for the past 8 daes.. or rather.. since 3 yrs ago. i really couldnt bare to part with him that nite.. todae.. woke up at bout 12+. msged him and he said he'll be here in a jiffy. last nite he said he had sumthing to give me.. and i never ever thought that this would be that sumthing! again the first time someone brought lunch all the wae to my hse right after i wake up! macdonald's fillet!! hehe. and a can of herbal tea.. was coughing kinda badly on the fone with him. he is so darn meticulous. till now the herbal tea still sits on my table beside my monitor.. firstly i dun drink herbal tea. second.. i just cant bare to drink it up! lol. hugged and watched him sorta sleep for awhile. so cute.. heh. he had to go for his parade thinggey. went off at bout 2.30.. =( the usuals.. get ready for class at bout 6.30 and went for ma class. had ma usual picnics. todae's doritos and m&ms! haha. yum. he came to fetch me after class. went down to taman jurong and then to holland v.. wanted to give my kor a surprise. noe that he's feeling down cos he failed his tp ytd. dun worrie kor. u sure pass nxt month. my heart finally felt better after seeing him smile. and thats it for the dae.. tong hua.. im gonna learn that piano piece... and record it then secretly upload to my shazhu's fone. hehe. missing him so much. tml is gonna be another happie dae. hope this relationship will not turn out like the others. i noe and trust that he will treat me well. and i have promised myself that i must really treasure him. four leaf clover.. faith hope love and luck..
"Tong Hua by Guang Liang"
wang le you duo jiu
zai mei ting dao ni
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
wo xiang le hen jiu
wo kai shi huang le
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me
ni ku zhao dui wo shuo
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
wo yao bian cheng
tong hua li ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
yi qi xie wo men de jie ju

this post is gonna be a brief one. ive got a date in lalaland at 2.30. lol. third time ive gone biking.. the feelings rawks man. ytd after sch i went ta west coast park mac eat.. relax... then went to jurong bird park.. theres this high place nearby where u'll be able to see quite a nice scenery. it was so darn romantic. he gave me a hug there. that hug was so warm.. it melted me right at my heart. was getting late and he sent me home. drove at 140. rawks!!! his engine's sound so nice. pehhhh!!! haha. as for todae.. i decided to skip class. i just din feel like going. nah his nt the bad influence. i just wanna continue my relaxing dae. went out at bout 1pm. met him at clementi and it was raining like fcuk. i was kinda drenched. and there goes my hair. went to kfc for a bite while waiting for the rain to stop. went down to town and bought presents.. a butterfly necklace for my dearest mei. givin it to her tml and hope she'll like it. bought this jigsaw handphone keychain for my mom. each side has our names on it. its really nice. and oh ya! i finally engrave sumthing on my thumb ring. which is 030505. the first time i sat his bike.. after orchard.. it was kinda early. decided to go get his bike and go for a ride. took a cab back to jurong west then took his bike and went down to marina south. okay here comes the part which made me blush so bad.. my watch accidentally hooked onto his helmet bag. so ma hand was like stuck there. cant stretch or anithing. at the traffic light i told him gou dao liao!! he look at my string there. then look at me with that kinda cute eyes. i asked him. zhen me ban! i cant believe wad he said till now. he said.. na jiu bu yao fang shou loh.. walked down the concrete path to the sea. it was so romantic. he had to fetch his friend from camp. so i called up jj and decided to meet him. drove down to yusof ishak sec where we're supposed to meet. but in the end got lost at jln jurong kechil. so nick came to pick me. in his car sat cp. jj and zhe. couldnt bare to part with him. but well. gonna see him later aniwae. drove down to adam road. time was crawling while waiting for him to come back and fetch me. i was fiddling around and realise that the string was still stuck to my watch. now its tied round my thumb ring. hehe. bout 10.15 he finally reached. finally man. went back to his hse to get my bag then he sent me home. a few hrs ago he texted me asking me wad i wanted for my bdae pressie. i told him dun need... but deep down inside ma heart i really wanted to tell him that all i wanted is to be there by ur side.. he said he'll give me this big surprise on my bdae.. wonder wad it'll be. im looking forward to my bdae man~ cant wait.. just cant wait...

its been a long time since i felt like that.. or maybe never ever felt like this before. my heart beats to the max speed.. keep smiling from my heart... is that the feeling of love? i never ever dreamt that i will go out with him. wads more riding his bike.. todaes my first time riding a bike. the feeling was like woah! great man. i love it. was pulled down to queensway at like 4pm todae.. had too much plans till i wanted to actually stay at home and just stfu. but in the end still landed out.. von is really tall man. and she looks so sweet. todae's the first time i see her.. =P glad they got their hagen-daz job. hehe im gonna frequent holland v soon man. ahkor.. steven.. jj.. ay.. zhe.. all working there. hehe. life is really so unpredictable.. so mono yet colourful... just cant be described. ive decided that i wanna make people around me smile. i wanna be sumone who will brighten up their dae.. especially people around me who care and there for me.. i really wanna tell them that i appreciate them so much. it was raining at 6+ i guess it was kinda island wide thing. so he actually took a bus down instead of his bike. ate.. slack at rink.. and i wanted to go home. he offered to send me home on his bike. lol. it was so darn ironic. we took a cab to his hse from je.. took his bike and he sent me home back at clementi.. haha. i din noe how to actually strap on a helmet.. so he did it for me.. he was so gentle. he even said sorry when he accidentally pulled a few strands of my hair which was not even tickling me. lol. when he rides his bike he's so manly.. so... handsome. when he smiles.. he's just so cute.. rawr! i just cant get my bike ride out of my head.. i tink im goin crazy...
"Never Be Replaced by First Lady" Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced I love you, yes I do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until (until) the end (the end) of time From the day I met you I knew we'd be together now I know I wanna be with you forever I wanna marry you, and I wanna have your kids It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses I can say I'm truly happy unto this day You make me think I gotta live my life everyday There's never been a doubt, in my mind That I regret ever having you right by my side But if the day comes that I have to let you go I think there's something I should probably let you know I enjoyed everyday that I spent with you And I'll miss you but I'm happy that I had you at all Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced I love you, yes I do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until the end of time...

omfg. thats all i can sae. todae's my most thrilling. exciting. happiest. smooth flowing. bestest dae i had in the rink since my comeback. todae was total havoc! haha. well. mom was home todae and woke me up in time at 12. reached je by 2 and hugged my mei shooo tite. missed her much man. ate kobayashi and the chawamushi rawks! wads more it only cost 1.50! lol. nth much till i saw those old skaters entering the rink! weixiang.. andy.. laren.. steven.. woot! alright. speed skating and stuff were as usual.. uh huh! here comes da part man. after 7pm resurface they had this mega sliding thing. finally its back. the spirit of hockey skaters being so united and enjoying themselves so much. i had so much fun man. and i had this crave over taking pictures and videos. those videos and pics will be posted up here. so skaters please go rip or wadeva urselves. anithing u can msg me on msn. if only every saturdae is just like todae. i'll be so looking forward to every weekend.. mambo nite rawks. the feeling. the atmosphere. everything was just so rite. the hockey skaters are back alive and kicking! weee. haha. dawgs also seemed very united todae. during the photo taking session. everybodie was kinda coorporative and brain storming for poses. lol. i really hope things will turn out fine and be back like how it was. theres more to come this later on sunday and mondae. im going to get new furnitures for my room. new clothes. and a new phone! haha. wondering wad phone to get still. cant really make up my mind. newaes. ive decided on wad i wanted in my current way of life. and kinda sort of things in my heart as well as the mind. hopefully things will be the wae i expected and wanted. life still has to go on.. i'd rather live a happie life than a miserable one. getting my head of screwed up cos of silly thoughts and troubles. gawd. im smiling infront of my com now man! haha. and i just cant stop lookin at those pics and videos. gonna work my nite away while watching disc. rawr!!!