woke up kinda late todae. bout 11+. went for a quick bath then ran out to find my darling again. fetch him from sch and met his mom for lunch. went his hse and he thought me how to do my trial balance. it seems like when he teach me, im able to fully understand though most of the time i'll be looking at him thinking how cute he is. =P ermz.. yea then went home round... 5+. take disc, buy kfc then went home.

went to fetch my darling from sch again. cant stop seeing him. ermz yea. left his hse at 5+. gotta get to my class by 6.45pm. hmmz. yea. so went for my class at jurong and was extremely tired. kinda blur bout todae's lesson.

hmmz. sch reopen alreadi~~~ went to fetch my darling from sch since its his first dae of the new semester. alrightz. went to his house slack and all then went home alreadi. thats it..

okayz. boring sundae. went to chinatown with my mom. like ZZZ!! grr. so fuckin hot and stuff..

uh huh... watched cronicles of relic or wadeva u spell that. nice show. the fucker's eyes is real cool. ermz. yea. not a bad dae todae. just like every other. but todae my darlin's like superbly nice to me. yea thats about it.

okayz. i really dunno how to describe todae. its totally mixture of feelings.. happy, sad, angry, disappointed, down.. wadeva. din slp last nite and went to my dars house again. accompani him eat breakfast at all then went to his house and slp. ermz. all happened when i was using his com. dun wish ta jot it down on this webbie. just felt so confused. cried and all.. but aniwaes. its over. haiz. should i believe in wad i alwaes believe where everything is fated? or should i change my thoughts and start thinking that everything is within our own hands. we are the one who controls our own fate. i seriousli do not noe. so mani yrs of my life, i have never felt so lost, so confused before. i dunno to consider my present point of life fucked up? or wonderful. if onli forgetting an issue is as easy as erasing pencil marks. but as the saying goes. even if u have erased everything off a paper. the engraved marks will alwaes be there and one dae, sumone will shade the whole fucking paper and look into u.. we just have to sit down and wait patiently for that sumone to come. i wanna keep myself occupied so i'll forget all the unhappie things in my life. my so called sad childhood and all. may the lord kindly bless me with luck and hope. i realli hope my future will be just like my dreams. and sumone will enlighten me. bringing a whole new life to me. changing my garbaged life into a whole new fresh life.. i guess this is sumhow a place for me to write everything which i believe in.. all my thoughts. pple once said. in this world. u are considered "half" and ur other "half" is aniwhere around u. and as said. fate will bring this to halves into a whole. and how to maintain this circle is upon ourselves. i do not have faith in myself at all. i hope anibodie would bring it to me. make me pick myself up. and build me up again to the may i once was. i would not sae i have become a worser person or a better one. but i noe myself that i can now look at the world. and tell the world.. i have grown up and opened up my thoughts..

hmmz. met my dar in town todae. plae billiard 2 rounds then went to makan at yoshi. afta that i took a fucking bus to clementi then changed to a fucking train and went to jurong east for my class. so fucking tired. and my stupid lecturer cannot pronounce his fucking words properly.. -.-" aniwaes. fuck it all

ermz. earli morning 5+ took the i guess second train or wadeva to my darling's hse accompani him eat breakfast and hug him to slp. ermz. wake up liaoz just study my accounting stuff then went home alreadi. yawnz.

yawnz. at home. slack then went for nite class.

MONDAE BLUES!!! grrr. alrights. but this morning is kinda cute. i din sleep at all. went over to pp to find him right in the morning at 7am. like wtf yea.. hug him when i saw him cos i realli missed him much. we went for braekfast. ate wanton mee and roti prata. hehe. first time i had breakfast with him so earli. then went to playground plae awhile. then reach his house i change into his clothes and lay dead on the bed. haha. sleep till like 2+ hugging each other then we woke up. i fell asleep again while he was playing fairyland. and he woke me up at like 4.30 but touching my nose >.< hehe. cute eh. ermz. change and all then went down town. played with melvin's lil puppy. only two weeks old! so cute. i wanna get one too! but guess my mom will so disagree. ermz. then plae billiard and all then went home alreadi. -.-"

ermz. woke up at like 4+ todae. then went for a movie with my mom. watched around the world in 80 daes. not a bad show. quite a comedy. ermz. then went home. thats it.

normal saturdae. yawnz. dun wish to sae more. -.-"

okayz. todae is like the 11th month of my and my darling being together. love him real lots. todae i wore a spaghetti stripe and a skirt. put on my favourite four leaf clover necklace and a four leaf clover ear ring which my dar bought for me. i got him a sponge bob boxers. went to his hse in the morning then we went down to town to plae billiard. slack then we went over to chinatown to walk the nite market. brought him to this very famous egg tart shop. then bought 2 for my mom and 1 for his mom. hehe. went over to plaza singapura to meet his parents then we went for dinner at the food court. kinda argued over a small matter but in the end it all chilled. his mom sent me home and he went home with his dad...

alrightz. todae is my first dae of lesson. my first book keeping lesson. learnt many things and i seem very interested in this line. prolly this is where my future starts.. im planning to put full effort in accounts and follow my mom's footsteps. no matter how nagging and kp my mom is to me, i still look up on her. her powerful mind and capability. my mom was the one who gave in and allowed me to leave secondary sch life. she brought me into this line and threw big bucks into my course fee. i wun let her down. i must top my accounting class and yes i will. todae's class was kinda cheem since it was the first class. but my mom sumhow helped me and taught me. she cleared up all my doubts.

boring... thats all i can sae -.-"

weeee. im so happie todae. went to my dar's hse round 2 lidat then slack till round 4 then went downstairs makan then went to see sunset =P hehe. my dardar hug hug me wor! feel so sweet. hehe. hmmz.. alrightz then we went to suntec eat then go home le. though it might sound very normal and boring but i felt it totally romantic =)

hmmz. went to my dar's hse then went to town. sianz. wanted to watch movie. but in the end late le. so we go plae billiard then slack around nia. zz

sick in bed all dae.. slp all dae too. -.-" sianz.. so tired..

alrightz!! todae went out with my dardar. kinda pms todae.. so hot tempered.. okae. went to my dardar house around 1+ then we went to town, plae billiard then went down to yoshi. haha saw that fucking bitch. *woof* forget it. unhappie thing dun sae le.. aniwaez. afta that my darling bring me go heeren walkwalk. then bought a doggie hp chain for me. damn cute wor. =P keke. so happie..

hmmmz. just came back from chalet. eh! nonono~! just woke up. hehe. my chalet was freaking fun. first dae we go there got chalet. though never eat but was chilling and playing mahjong. then second dae, we slack around and all then at nite bbq again. lolx. okie then third dae. went to the stupid wild wild wet which was a total waste of money sia. stupid. but the "shiok river" was realli shiok. hehe. =P okie.. then i swim not enuff. still go swimming pool plae catching. hehe. go back. bbq the left over chicken wing then makan maggi mee. lolx. okay. then next dae need to check out le. scared cannot wake up. then the toopid ahger sae... who slp who take off pants. -.-" zzz. never mind we plae mahjong whole nite sia. from 11+ all the wae till 7+ next dae... then all plan to go home slp so we dua hiew the check out time. just zhao.. hehe.. =P then go home slp all the wae until now. having high high fever and flu and sneeze!! haha okie. POP JI KI!! TELL ME YOUR NAME =P

weee tml chalet le. so excited =P hehe. nth much todae. lalala~

okayz. reach my darling's hse like.. 2+ todae. then slack till round... 4+ then go town. hmmz. bored sia. -.-" okaez. go cine plae 2 rnds billiard then went over to taka. went topshop to look look see see then went over pot black. slack there and all then went to lucky plaza eat pizza hut. hehe =P yumyum.

everything's same as ani other daes. town, slack, home.. yawnz~ okay but todae, we went to lynette's hse and plae pool and all. was real fun... =)

okayz. extremely tired todae. woke up at round 1+. then went to giant to buy sum bbq stuff for the chalet. then went home rest awhile and went for dinner. thats it. fairyland totally lagged. fuck it~

woke up kinda earli, went to my darling's hse.. then went to town around 5.15pm lolx. that lil piggy la. so engrossed in his book. went for a game of billiard... then beg my darling go fareast with me. hehe. okayz. so me, lyn, rei, jerry, bai, leon and my darling all went to fareast together. we went there just to eat corochan, yakitori and yakun then go home le. LOLX~ lame rite. hehe. =P