MAYMAY

2010-03-29T08:13:00.003+08:00

currently in australia.. i highly do not recommend this place for any purpose. food here is horribly expensive, shopping just gets worse. everything in Myers department store goes above hundreds. another big fat problem is the stupid houseflies and mosquitoes.. oh oh oh.. and apparently the hole in our ozone layer is right above australia. which means we get direct sunlight here.. i love to tan.. but the sun scares me off =\

housekeeping just came to clean up my room.. gonna go wash up and watch some videos and read my books~ this place bores me..

2009-11-26T01:39:00.008+08:00

misc. post.. no one would understand... just my heart's feelings..
been fiddling with my phone since i dunno when.. everytime i scroll through my inbox, i'll stop at that very sms.. and when i open it, tears just flow.. my heart is seriously wounded this time.. im lost for words, im lost of feelings, im lost of senses..
almost had an accident when i received that sms.. was exiting the highway and entering bukit merah. when i was about the filter left, i was just blanked out.. i didnt know what i was thinking.. i stepped hard on the accelerator and next thing i know, i heard loud horns from just beside me.. there was actually a taxi rushing towards me.. guess im lucky to still be here blogging...
had a fall in the toilet while bathing.. i seriously dont know how it happened.. crashed my head on the toilet bowl and felt black shades covering my vision for awhile.. and what felt like ages, i woke up to realise i was lying in the toilet.. guess it wasnt that long that i was unconscious since my mom didnt notice anything amiss..
i need assurance.. and more than anything, i need love.. i need to be sure that u still love me like before.. that our dreams will still come true.. that we'll still strive towards the very same goal together.. i miss u.. the old u.. the lovin u.. the caring u.. i love u..
this song just says so much bout my feelings..

2009-11-23T05:57:00.002+08:00

decided to leave everything behind and start my chase for love.. im going to u.s to keep him company and to heal my broken heart.. planning to depart on either 27/11 or 4/12. and with no amiss, i'll be back on 6/2/10. this might all sound really crazy.. its prolly cos we have a unseparatable strong bond in a way. or in another point of view, our love is really weak till it cant withstand separation.

running a fever right now, if it doesnt subside when i wake up, im heading straight to the clinic. wanna get all well and preped up for my departure. wonder if i can take the h1n1 vaccine when im running a temp. i really cant wait to see him.. loves to all and hope u guys will be able to keep me company online when im out in u.s. cheers!

2009-11-21T03:54:00.002+08:00

i dont see myself as someone with lots of patience.. shall we let fate decide?
i wanna be happy and not drown in the ocean of sorrows every single day...

2009-11-20T06:11:00.003+08:00

dilemma, dilemma, dilemma..
i really dunno how to uphold a long distance relationship.. less than 2 days and ive got this very strange feeling.. it feels like.. we're so apart. not as in literally counting the miles.. i seriously dont find it fun waiting to webcam with each other. neither do i see the joy in looking at a moving image of u through my monitor.. it feels so.. far.. so unreal..

yes i love u.. when i hug u, when i kiss u, when i hold ur hands.. but when i see u through the monitor, i really cant find a tad bit of feeling for u.. prolly its a passing phase.. i wonder what will happen during ur absence these 3 mnths. will my feelings for u bland? will i still be the same may?

emo.. emo.. emo..
ive got no appetite since he left. ate half a packet of hor fun for the day. nothing else.. i know i should eat more to stay healthy. but i just seem to lose my interest in food.
at some point of time, like now, ive got this weird thought.. of us breaking up for now and getting back together when ure back. not that i dont love u and i'll go find someone else.. but its more about not feeling obliged.

i know u dont wish for me to feel this way.. loss of appetite, negative thoughts on our relationship, etc.. but i really dislike the way u put things across my face saying that uve gotta stress bout work and above that handle our issues.. cos apparently, i did not wish for us to be apart, and i have never had a bf leave me for 3 mnths. im really sorry to bring all this upon u.. but its beyond my control.. i can keep it to myself if u want.. i just thought i shared my feelings and thoughts with u.. i really have no means to burden u.. im sorry..

2009-11-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

disappointment, loneliness, boredom, all adds up to the word 'torture'. woke up at 7+pm, looking forward to him landing at washington and come online. but just received his sms saying that he has arrived but if he's needed to pay to come online, he wont be spending the cash to chat for the mere 2 hrs before he boards his next flight..

no plans at all tonight.. was ironing and video-ing till now.. feel everything so meaningless now.. mom just came into my room telling me that she's heading to bed. in other words, im sorta home alone. its been 1 day since he's gone and i already feel like he's absent for a long time.. wondering how am i gonna withstand 79 more days of this torment.

kinda lost for words now.. wondering what to do later.. i wont be able to sleep since i woke up like less than 4hrs ago.. so what now.. sigh...

2009-11-19T06:14:00.003+08:00

hugged stitch through my 3 pots of mahjong games. won 95 bucks.. prolly it brings me luck =) but seriously, i'd rather have him by my side and lose 95 bucks instead. been longing for this moment since we parted. elated to recieve his sms quoting that he has arrived and that he's trying to find a wireless hotspot to get online.. will be eagerly waiting for him to come online..

2009-11-19T00:12:00.006+08:00

just came back from changi airport.. sent him off for his 3mnth course in u.s. walked to the carpark to collect my car with bloodshot eyes. stares from all around me.. people must be wondering.. "whats there to cry about.. not like he's not coming back.." but it just seems that it aint that easy to hold those tears back.. i tried. i really tried.. but when i saw him enter the departure gates, it just started flowing..

cry-drive my way home.. was down to reserve tank.. controlling my foot wasnt easy with tear-filled eyes.. focusing on where i was going was alr a difficulty.. luckily its a straight road home.. stop by the petrol station to get my tank refilled just to get more stares from the pump attendant and cashiers. got home, got out of the car.. held the lil stitch plushy he bought for me at the airport and stumbled to the coffee shop to get my cigarettes..

reached home, cant help but feel the emptiness. nobody to keep my slippers for me, nobody to fight for the toilet with.. strutted back to my room.. felt even worse.. no number 3 uniforms hanging on the door, no luggages on the floor, drawer had so much space in it.. it just felt really sucky.. going to play mahjong now.. hopefully the tiles dont bully me.. hard enough tackling love sick.. gonna hug my stitch and play mahjong later.

*buckets and buckets of love to my hubby jason hua. looking forward to chat with u at 6-7am. i'll wait for u to get online. no matter what.. loves..

at changi airportthe sad departurethe stitch he bought for me at the airport

2009-10-03T18:24:00.006+08:00

My new Honda Fit 1.3GF. aka Xiao Bai =)

2009-08-18T12:36:00.003+08:00

YAY! closed my first deal ytd~ thanks to jia qian.. really super lucky to have closed a deal on my 4th day of work =P loves~

2009-08-12T21:48:00.003+08:00

bought my honda fit 1.3gf auto alr. thanks all for the quotes and recommendations.. got it at quite a good price. still considering between the colours pearl yellow or pearl white. and also between mugen bodykit or ings n-spec bodykit. cant wait to get my car nxt month...

next few things im aiming to get is a netbook and a pda phone to assist convenience of work. opinions and views greatly appreciated..

went down to DWG (dennis wee group) today.. sorta get to know the work flow of a property agent. guess i'll be joining dwg. so any of u who wish to buy/sell/rent a house/room, pls let me know yea~ =)

2009-07-31T01:38:00.002+08:00

super sorry. been really busy with driving for the past few months. just got my license on 28th jul. like finally!! currently driving a rented fiat idea. planning on a jazz/fit. =)

another reason why i havent been blogging that much.. is cuz i dont have much to blab. im a boring person leading a boring life right now. looking around for a car/job/aim/goal. pretty much in a lost still.

oh! and to those who are stuck home bored like me, i recommend playing Dragonica! its fun. im in Kaye server. add me ingame if ure playing. ign: apgink.

2009-05-25T04:44:00.002+08:00

news update:-
-ive gotten a wii!
-ive enrolled for introductory pet grooming
-ive passed my FTT
-im going KL from 2605 to 2805

happiness fills me.. im finally no longer stagnant =)

2009-05-22T14:01:00.002+08:00

omgomgomg. im falling into hysteria.. FTT at 4.30pm. im super freaked. was tossing in bed since 5.30am, but couldnt fall asleep till 7am. sleep didnt last long as well.. woke up at 11am automatically. guess it's due to excitement and fear.. hopefully i can pass my FTT later and take a step closer to getting my license. im so sleepy now.. how i wish i could just lie on my bed and take a lil nap. but i know well enough... once i rest my head on the bed. thats it..

bf's coming back from darwin-australia at bout 4pm and i really dont wish to disappoint him bout my results later. wonder what will we be doing tonight since im so worn out.. i cant wait to explain my future plans which i drew up mentally to him. whatever, i know he'll be on my back.. its more of my mom whom i have to do a lil persuasion..

*crossing my fingers and hoping i pass my FTT*

2009-05-07T17:09:00.005+08:00

okkkkaaaayyyy.... ive m.i.a-ed for a pretty long time.. reason is simple. my life's stagnant.

same usual stuff like mahjong, books, videos. just that im into sports once again. living in singapore is such a bore. so bf and i came up with an idea to splurge on sports equips and game consoles to keep ourselves entertained =) bought badminton rackets and running shoes so far.. guess its game console next. deciding between xbox 360 and wii. tagging of opinions and advice greatly appreciated.

after finishing twilight series books, no book seem to satisfy my hunger for thrill and romance in one. moved on to reading the house of night series.. not too bad.. its quite a different league compared to twilight.

birthday's coming.. and finally.. im heading to bangkok for my bday.. no shit to swine flus and riots. im gonna enjoy my 'hit the 2s' birthday. im sooo in the mood of flying this yr. here's my plan... march 09 - hong kong. may 09 - bangkok. july 09 - some beach holiday. sep 09 - taiwan. dec 09 - hong kong/macau. so darn looking forward to my holiday plans.

everybody's been stressing me bout my work life once again.. and so have i been stressing myself out. its really over complicated as to why i cant commit into working right now. you just never get the best of both worlds. anybody who has jobs to refer, with flexible schedules, pls let me know =)

driving has been really fun.. passed my BTT and waiting for my FTT on 22nd may. on to my third lesson and entered circuit once. its really a whole new thing for me ^^

2009-03-16T12:32:00.003+08:00

feeling slightly better as i inch closer to his return.. been busy helping out the economy by splurging on home entertainment.. went simlim to pamper my com.. got a wd velociraptor 150gb harddisk (252), silverstone 500w elements psu (129), lian li L7 chassis (199). thats my grabs for simlim.

thats not it.. went to the it fair ytd and hoot many stuff. 2 x 32" sharp aquos hd tv, rmvb media player, printer catridges. continued my spree all the way to carrefour when i saw the book 'twilight' by stephenie meyer. im like so crazy over twilight. i feel it has a wonderful plot, outline, chars.

hubby's coming back on the 21st and im looking forward to seeing him. gonna do some slight renovation and changing some furnitures. upcoming days i'll be really tight in schedule.. hopefully time will fly past..

2009-03-09T04:23:00.002+08:00

my life is in a mess...
heap loads of stuff happened.. everything raced through so fast. i cant catch up.
i just came back from hk today and i think im flying off to thailand this wkend again. miss my boy too much. i think im falling into depression.. im having difficulties falling asleep.. i keep having negative thoughts. i often feel down and low.. sigh...
dont wish to blogged bout what happened since only few people know about it. but being through this certain procedure is never ever easy for a woman to overcome.. i feel im strong enough to handle it but yet another half of me is falling apart. especially without jason by my side, i feel so lost and lonely. my bed feels big, ive got no one to talk to while i take my shower, no one to have dinner with. im stuck in my room most of the time facing the four walls.. im sad...
i miss u darling.

2009-02-16T13:53:00.002+08:00

Realise i havent been updating for more than a month.. been really busy during the CNY period.. visiting, gambling, packing the house, having friends over and so on.. my mahjong sessions are still on almost every other day since CNY.
This year's Valentine's Day is the best one i had so far. everything was perfect. recieved 13 blue roses and a big stitch plushie from my love. i hate to admit but it feels really great holding a giant size stuffed toy in a hand and a bouquet of roses in the other.. and as i stroll down the bustling orchard road, attention just hits me. had dinner at The Ship Restaurant at lido and it was good. roses were given to every couple who dined there. the food was average but the mood was just oh so romantic.. watched pink panther and well, it turned out kinda lame to me.. but cuddling my stitch through the movie was kinda warm..
Don't bother wondering what im up to recently. cos im like a housewife now. doing the laundry, ironing, mopping the floor, mahjong.. soon i'll be adding facial visits to my list.. drowning myself in the typical 'tai tai' life, letting time slip by. im just 10 days away from my return to cars.. simply cant wait..

2009-01-09T15:43:00.005+08:00

Greetings! =x
Today's the 9th day of Year 2009.. things have been going great for me since the year started off..

1) I'm 48 days away from being back at BBDC! Disqualification period: 27 Feb 2008 - 26 Feb 2009
Since my appearance in The Subordinate Court No. 21, i have been disqualified from driving/riding for 1 year and fined a sum of S$1000. mistake being the moment of fun and excitement to ride someone else's bike without license and insurance. Lesson learnt and it wasnt the fine nor the ban that shook me up. surprisingly, it was the fear and tense that filled me when i stood before the microphone and pleaded guilty. MAY wipes her perspiration away and flashes a smile on her face.. she lets out a sigh of relief and tells herself "its soon to be over".

2) I have cultivated a postive attitude towards life, money, people, career and etc..
In the last few days of 2008, ive sweeped away the little devil in me. ive learnt to analyse and judge things in a more 'other's point of view' and positive way..
Life - is nothing but a cycle. my life has stopped since the day i left school in mid 2004. i did nothing productive and led my days through playing, sleeping, having fun. letting my mom, friends, loved ones down is a grave mistake. ive decided that it's time i move on and keep my life going again.
Money - is an essential. ive quit indulging in luxury. now, ive realise im such an expert in hunting down good deals and buying what's worth and necessary. been selling off stuff such as my guitar, creative speakers, gucci and LV bags, uzap. though minimal returns but least its better than leaving them on the shelves as their value depreciate. due to the economy crisis, it's time i cut costs and learn to be thrifty.
People - make great impact in our lives. be it family, relatives or friends they all play a part. understanding their stand and position (plight or joy) helps u to interact with them. communication plays a big role in relationships (friends or loved ones). i often drop msgs to friends asking bout their work/life. it doesnt cost much time or money to let someone know that u care.
Career - is an experience to everyone. be it the uncle who sweeps your void decks while you're in ur slumber or Warren Buffett (the richest man in the world).. their still doing their jobs. its a matter of job satisfaction thats starts and ends your day with a smile. i sorted out my thoughts and wanted to do something that i would create such job satisfactions for myself.

3) I have decided to pick up pet grooming as a future studies.
Choosing pet grooming has my aim wasnt an easy one.. after all that ive been through in accounts, olvls, schools.. im a really temperamental girl. i gain and lose interest really fast. ive pointed out my lack of interest in books and papers. therefore i realised i needed something hands on. choices left were only a handful. hairstyling, personal grooming, makeup, arts. and it struck me.. pet grooming. i enjoy time with furkids since i was a kid. it takes lots of patience and love for these lil fur animals to be a pet groomer. seeing them enter a shop with heavy locks on their coats and letting them leave with silky/fluffy coats will be a great satisfaction. moreover, allowing their owners to thank u and leaving smiles on their faces will be much pleasurable.

4) Jason and I have decided to get married in mid-late 2010.
Marriage is a really heavy word. if you're able to visualize, link these words up and you will get marriage. 'house, car, baby, wedding, honeymoon, money, pressure'. behind a tiring but enjoyable day of the wedding ceremony comes these questions and words. money is the lead above them all. at the age of 22 and 20, many singaporeans will not have the ability to have a proper marriage without depending on their parents. Jason has been independent (money, life, problems) since he was 16. and we will need to save up more to fulfil our marriage dreams. some might say.. 'why not just pay $28 dollars and rom'. though through the generations, traditions had been forgotten and omitted, parents would still wish to see the younger generations host a wedding ceremony. pressure sets upon us..

5) I will be starting work at Swisspro again on the coming monday.
Swisspro contacted me last night and offered me a job at their main office at Jalan Kilang Barat. Pay being $9/hr with flexible hours and days. i used to work with them as a roadshow promoter at westmall back in Aug 2007. i enjoy working with them as the boss is an american. their really flexible and friendly with their staff. will be starting work on monday on the marketing side and after i complete their customer database, i'll be moving on to help them out with their inventory. hope things will go smoothly and i'll enjoy working there. =)

it's been really a long while since ive posted such a detailed and long-winded post. well, summarizing it all... im having a wonderful 2009. if any of you need a listening ear or would like to share your problems, dont hesitate to email/sms/call me alright? hope u guys out there would lead a life u want and live it to the fullest.

since i'm always lost at what to blog about, i'm more than eager to share my point of view on your problems.. feel free to tag your problem or email them to me. if you feel that the solution or advice might help others out there, please state if you're willing to let me post them.

Love, MAY.

2008-12-19T14:31:00.008+08:00

HONG KONG TRIP 181108 ~ 221108
Singapore Changi Airport

Hong Kong Immigration

First thing we ate ~ Hui Lau Shan

Mixed Curry

Fishball

Wong Tai Sin Temple

Result of poor building maintenance

#1 Hui Lau Shan Fan

Tsim Dong ~ Avenue of Stars

Waa-Taaaa~

He thinks he's Leung Chiu Wai

Dim Sum breakfast at a restaurant

Heading to Giant Buddha ~ Ngong Ping 360

On the Cable Car

Giant Buddha

Path of Wisdom
(carved on the wood panels is "po lo mi duo jing")

Kowloon Park

Ferry to Macau

Macau Sky TowerSt. Paul Ruins Macau

Venetian Casino Macau

Lan Kwai Fong

His Rosso-7up

Her Cosmopolitan

Shopping Spree at Lane Crawford

Aaron Kwok

Mr Mao

Einstein

Andy Lau

Yao Ming

Beetles

Its super cold at The Peak

Reluctant.

2008-12-16T09:53:00.002+08:00

been gone for nearing a month now.. really at a lost bout what to blog.. not gonna blog bout the HK trip alr cos its quite back dated in my memory and i cant rmb the details.. will be uploading some pics later though. for those who wanna see the whole album, pls check out my friendster.

exhausted; heading to bed.

2008-11-18T02:14:00.002+08:00

MAYMAY & JASON WILL BE...
LEAVING ON A 6:50AM FLIGHT TO HONG KONG.
WILL BE BACK ON 22ND NOV 2008.

2008-11-09T04:39:00.003+08:00

Short update on the recent happenings...
1. JASON HUA has proposed to MAY HO!!! =P and i said YES! ^^ so... im like officially, sorta, kinda, partly, somehow... engaged! heh.
2. JASON HUA has officially been given a warning letter for his case. so.. my hubby gets to keep his license and has moved that big rock aside..
3. MAY HO and JASON HUA are working towards their goals together.. which is saving money for our future..
4. MAY HO and JASON HUA are going for their first holiday to Hong Kong on the 18th to 22nd November.. not considering the previous JB trip as a holiday..
5. JASON HUA has only 1 week left till the end of his SISPEC.. cant wait!!

Conclusion: MAYMAY is having the time of her life.. all thanks to JASON HUA =)

i have no idea wtf.. =x

his feet is like so darn big..

THE RING!!!

Zhe's birthday at Guess Where? BQ.

A day at sentosa..

Eeren and MAYMAY. fuji ice palace closing ceremony.

2008-11-01T01:56:00.002+08:00

SOME OUTDATED PICS =)
my beloved god-son ~ valent
people say ive got a motherly look =xmy previous botaksome cam-whoring xP

2008-10-16T02:21:00.004+08:00

blood gushed out and hopes were taken away... if u know what i mean.. super disappointed.

went down to the rink today since its the last day.. was entertaining seeing pple get drenched in chemical treated water.. hah. boring week for me.. thank god its weds alr. and ive got this wk's activities all planned. else i'll be a lost soul slacking at home..
thu - 2.30pm~shasha grooming, 7.30pm~designer viewing.
fri - work, fetch hubby from camp.
sat - day out with hubby.
sun - sentosa

i figured that i should be quite a happy girl now.. ive got a bf who showers me with lotsa love, have a stable cashflow. got friends who are always there for me. what else do i actually expect or want?

back to the topic of future.. giving me the serious headaches recently.. im wondering if i should retake my LCCI diploma in accounting since i alr have my lvl 2 book-keeping cert. but i keep throwing myself questions like "am i really suitable to be an O.L? facing numbers everyday?" but to think bout it, my choices are limited since im living in a stuck up country like singapore. creativity gives u no exits in this country. its all bout business.. marketing, hospitality, management. its all words and words.. somehow im pretty sure i'll be taking up pet grooming. least i'll be furthering something which i really have interest in.. life's a fixed cycle.. theres nothing anyone can do bout it.

Last day @ the rink

My sexy botak boyfriend

here the thing:-
was in a hurry out, threw my shorts, and it hooped into shasha's head.
*purely coincidence. not posing.

2008-10-10T01:57:00.003+08:00

went to my uncle douglas' wedding today and it shooked me a lil. was heart warming to see the couple so lovely walking down the aisle. i never wanted a wedding ceremony. to me, weddings ceremonies are plainly entertaining and a total waste of money. its hardly u can earn back the full sum by recieving guests' red packets. uncle douglas held his at regent hotel. slightly above average i would say. everything turned out well. while watching their videos and wedding portfolio, i strangely wished i could have my own too. i could feel how special this very day was to them. with all the videos of the whole ceremony.. it will be sweet to watch it again when their old..

in my situation, i guess its better if i just rom-ed and skip the ceremony stuff. rather get a house, and save up for my future baby. guess im laying more to the practical side.. but its a fact that the money could be put to better use.

been really emotional lately. not having him by my side kills me. its work or home every day. im always in a super low mood and bored sick. thats life. theres nothing that i can do...

2008-10-09T00:30:00.002+08:00

Pics first blog later =)

Wearing this to my uncle Douglas's wedding tml. =)

2008-10-03T01:05:00.003+08:00

alrighty! everybody's asking me to blog. char, hubby, and some others. so alright. a lil quick update on what im tied up with these days. firstly would like to announce that i have decided that mr jason hua will be my future husband. so im doing some costing, planning, calculation on settling down..

been in a really dump mood these days cause he's back at sispec. but well, theres nothin much that i can do. i simply immune myself with work.. lots of work. yeap. im back working as an accounts assistant. or should i say, ive never stopped actually. just that this job has like superbly flexi hours. ^^

hubby and i have passed our half yr mark and everything's still in good shape. we're communicating well, stabling our cash flow, and looking forward to a baby together =) may all kindly congratulate me as i might be expecting! ok. i didnt mean to actually announce nor 'blog it aloud'. just that it is in fact a moment of joy to me. seriously envy young mom's around me. eg- jerica, sandy, cynthia, bifen.. and theres many more.. yes. its difficult to raise a child here in singapore. moreover at such a young age. but well, im confident that i can handle it. of cause, with my hubby by my side. i believe he will be a good father and an amazing husband. save up on the think twice quotes alright.. its already "done" lol. now its just the waiting process.

Random Posing

Lovable

shasha =)

2008-09-23T00:46:00.005+08:00

Today is a book in day~ book in, book in... sigh...
Hubby's back to sispec and im having a hard time coping with that fact. been crying the past 3 days. even till this morning when i held my window grills and watch him walk away.. tears streaming down my face.. still feeling empty right now. though its only 2 months of stay in with the usual weekend book outs, but still... means i dont get to see him at all from mon-fri.. im a sad girl now. super sad.. overly used to him hugging me to slp every night. my bed feels huge now. im like able to roll here and there.. i prefer cuddling up in his arms to slp..

Busy day today running from clementi to concorde, vivo and back to clementi. won $250 worth of loreal cosmetics in a cleo magazine contest thing. collected it this afternoon.. boy am i lucky. heh. next went vivo to change this faulty iTango baby bought for me ytd. the promoter said they werent actually able to do a 1 to 1 exchange on the frontline.. but ended up changing the set for me. =P day went smoothly overall. shawn, darius and jj came up for mahjong session at 8pm. lasted till bout 11pm and i only won like 5 bucks. lol.

Been sick since last week and seems that i havent gotten any better. still coughing away while im blogging.. bad bad bad.. i kinda suspect it might be relapse of my asthma. im just gonna keep my fingers crossed and hope i get better the next 2 days.

i miss jason hua really badly.. i truly love u from the bottom of my heart baby..

On the way to Marina Square for our buffet at Pariss

All time Man Utd fans =)

May's Most Valued..

Mixed emotions..

MAY!MAY frowns.. While waiting for Darius & JJ just now..

2008-09-12T07:42:00.002+08:00

Haven been doing anything productive lately. been in quite a dump recently. had a fall in soccer betting and ive stopped for the meantime.. other than that, r/s wise is alright.. but theres this lil obstacle that will hopefully be overcome soon enough. work work.. thats what ive got to focus now. gotta earn as much i can to clear some debt. sobs. realised its been like almost a month since i blogged and all this while, its just the plain old me.. sentosa, work, movies, window shopping.. time flies indeed.
shasha's training is coming to an end. this coming monday will be her last lesson and as well her exam. main exam points will be sit stay, down stay, automatic sit with and without leash. she will also have to walk forward to me and sit infront of me when i command her to come. theres been really a big change in her attitude and obedience since i enrolled her into this training class. i strongly recommend Patrick from Waggie Pet Care. he's a really nice trainer.. the way he handles dogs is really an eye opener.

Bought this piece...

instead of this..

blissful love (=

While waiting for our movie at Cine L9

2008-08-14T15:03:00.004+08:00

8th August 2007, i was out enjoying the so called 'bike legend day'. rounding, chilling, dam, cine..
this year, its somehow different since i left the grp of bikers..

080808
white is love
just bought our new man utd jacketFish Exfoliation

2008-07-30T13:36:00.004+08:00

havent been updating in kazillion yrs. cos theres really nothing much to blab about. everything is just so routine. life's having a teeny weeny bit of change for me..

im working at zouk on every weds, 7pm-4am. yes! back to being a barmaid. ok i dont like the sound of that. bartender sounds way better. might try to get into balcony as well. hopefully able to since balcony's working hours are much flexible. on any other days, will most likely be heading back to my mom's office to help her out. plainly out for money.. heh. trying to save up an amount of bout 4.8k to go for my pet grooming course.. for the time being, will go all out for part time jobs.

shasha's training is going pretty smoothly.. its every monday at bukit panjang plaza. now, she knows how to sit, stay and down on leash. thats actually great improvement in 2 days of training. sadly, im still having a great problem with her housebreaking.. been through the papers and saw this article bout this dog place. named clubforpaws. consists of a dog swimming pool, a cafe, and lots of other facilities. gonna bring shasha there when she's well trained.

as for me and mr jason hua, this are going just fine. our relationship's growing much stronger as time goes by. the frequent quarrels not doing much damage to us.. stumbled upon shan's blog, linked through selwyn, and was awakened by her post titled "fundamentals of love." its ever yet so true.. moral of the story is, no matter how far you and your significant half travelled, never fail to slow down, and look back on your past memories. eg, why you fell for that someone, what attracted you, etc..
jason and i actually have this habit of storing pictures in an album. actually to be exact, im the one who prints and stick them in. and he sits there shaking his leg, waiting for the final product. lol. but well, i find it very meaningful. especially after a quarrel, or when u miss him/her, or when you feel that you both are drifting apart... simply flip the pages and take a look at the happy moments you've spent tgt since day 1.. i bet that will throw a smile on your face. =)

SOME UBER RANDOM PICS.
270708 - Barracuda Salon.
Colour Base-Brown, Colour Highlight-Copper, Treatment. Total:$118

Just so happen the Evo's in the pic =)

My Chipmunk at Marche Vivo.My BestFcuk at vivo with his crush behind.. =x

2008-07-14T13:07:00.003+08:00

080708 - MY SWEETHEART'S BIRTHDAY
us in the car

Birthday Dinner @ The Steakhouse Clark Quay

Can't wait for 260209

2008-07-07T12:11:00.006+08:00

its been awhile.. may's still struggling through her messed up life.. no work no school no money..

plans up but wonder how long will i be able to live with it.. gonna take up pet grooming courses. currently picking out a reputable school before i hop into classes.. next, gonna hire a personal trainer for shasha.. got quite sick of her misbehaviour. bought a new bed which i was forced to cos she peed on it.. barking quite unnecessarily, whining all day long.. more and more stuff which is really hard to put up with. hopefully things change after she gets trained.

worst thing is, ive got to work for money.. but while browsing through the grooming school websites, i realise that most schools only cater full time courses. and that means i wont be able to work.. dang dang dang!!

tml's my cupcake's birthday. hope things go smoothly. and im really sorry darling. that i cant really give u a surprising or exciting 21st birthday.. but yes! you'll be treated like a king the whole day yea. heh. everything between baby and i are going quite well.. improving.. but not really perfect.. the fact that we're low in cash doesnt leave us with much other options. so most of the time, we're just hopping round places by bus or mrt, eating and window shopping. hoping for a change in that nothing-to-do feeling after my cashflow stable down again.. sucks to be budget..

these days, my time are all for my friends. sorry baby that we dont really have time out with just the two of us. been out having coffee sessions and rounding with the clementi fellas. much thanks to zhiwu for riding me around. and thanks to seth for the tons of laughter. was down at zouk last friday with jason, zhe, jj, quek, seth. simply not fun! darn crowded and we couldnt even move. saw a couple of WG old pals like dave, ungku, andy, yusri, yifan.. and well, its nice bumping into them. still as warm as ever.

JJ and i patched things up bout a week ago, and finally i feel much relieved. salvaged a previously treasured friendship which was worth more than anything. and least i granted Zhe's last wish of the three of us being besties again..

watched a couple of movies recently and these are my one sentence reviews..
Incredible Hulk - 6.5/10 last part is stupid with iron man offering to join forces.
You Don't Mess With The Zohan - 5/10 Only a pass for this show. relatively stupid.
Get Smart - 7/10 Least a lil more laughter from this one. not bad overall.
Wanted - 7.5/10 Angelina Jolie rocks big time. cool action and few cracky jokes.
Hancock - 7/10 Find it kinda ridiculous. and its just a hero striving for recognition.
see how bad recent films are.. aint like the past where u can give 9.5/10 for powerpack films like tokyo drift, step up.. goodness.. really need more good movies!!

CANT DECIDE WHAT TO WEAR TO ZOUK

ZOUK ON 040708 THREE BEST FRIENDS.seth and zhe. old time sec sch friends!last pic before he goes army =(some pic i found. Mega Donut at Starbucks JB!OUR COUPLE PHONE STRAP!!

2008-06-27T19:26:00.005+08:00

surprises, plans, gifts, ideas, thoughts... were all running through my head these days. was wondering really hard on what to get him or do for him on his birthday. which is just round the corner on 8th Jul. its his 21st birthday and would really like to get him something meaningful yet practical.. with the help of some friends, i finally came up with ideas on his present. and concluded where to bring him for an unforgettable dinner. hopefully everything will turn out just fine..

sadly, one of the surprises ruined due to his and my own temptation. i gave him his pressie in advance! he really liked it very much.. its actually quite right for him to have his pressie before his birthday since he could use it on his birthday itself =) will update with more pics after his actual birthday.. =)

HIS 21ST BIRTHDAY PRESSIE
(TOTAL OF SGD$280 SPENT)

2008-06-25T17:13:00.001+08:00

2008-06-20T06:56:00.002+08:00

Lizard King - Done by MAY!Peacock Queen - Done by JASON!Lizard King vs Peacock Queen -.-

Shirt that dearie gave me..

Miss him..

Erm... guai lan? =x

camwhoring =P

shasha the tiger!!

2008-06-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

the strong heart of breaking ties...

Mr. Ho,

Kindly quit contacting Mary and myself. I have had quite enough of your messages. Honestly, whether you actually sms me on my birthday has no effect on me. In fact, it gives me the creeps when you put on your 'mask' and keep explaining about you being overseas and stuff. I seriously don't need any explanation from you.

It's sad enough to have a childhood like mine. With parents working all day through my young times.. There's no one to blame as money was essential. But least thing a father could do for the family would be to shower his wife and children with least the slightest bit of love and care. Instead, please reflect on what you did, you excelled being an alcoholic and a womanizer. You think it's sweet to show your daughter a picture of your son which you bore with another woman? Think again. Apparently, you never knew how disgusted I was. You might fire back telling me tales of how you took me out for sports activities and meals. To think if you had the cheek to talk about it, then lets see, at which point of time you were not plainly thinking bout the money I had in my kids' savings account. Only when I grew up, did I know what you were actually driving at.

Now, I'm no longer the naive little daughter you once had. I've grown into a happy lady who has already walked out of her sad childhood shadows. My mother will be the only one within my kinship. I thank you for all the pictures you drew up when I was young. Please, just move on with your life and let others move on with theirs as well. Save the 10 cents you use for seasonal greetings on us. We really don't need it. Thanks. This will be my last contact towards you.

Signing off,
May.

2008-06-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

so darn moody now.. slept and rot the whole day through at home.. got nothing to do now while i wait for Austria vs Croatia match to start. least im glad that euro2008 is like finally here. havent been doing much blogging except for uploading pics.. so guess i'll text a lil..

finally got my tattoo which i longed for.. pretty much satisfied. bout the pain level and stuff.. its indeed bearable. just that when it reaches sensitive areas or boney parts it'll hurt quite abit. shading is nothing compared to the outline.. apparently feel nothing. its fully healed already and i think i have to go for a touch up or something.. and i finally understand how addictive tattoo can be. haha. im thinking of getting another one on my back..

bored bored bored.. after being with jason for like 2 months, yet again i feel singapore is so darn small. we're kinda out of places to go. even stretching out to jb.. been there twice and its like getting boring except the eating and cigarettes. im low in cash nowadays and it makes me feel so out of confidence. i cant buy this buy that. cant eat this eat that. but somehow, being broke taught me to save up. was in town few days back. saw this shirt at esprit priced at $79.90. if it was me back then, i would have just grabbed it. but now.. i told jason.. to be considered.. and walked away.. wonder if its a good thing or bad. its making me unhappy. but on the other hand, its a good thing to think this way.

gave up school yet again. im sorry char dearie. im just not a study kinda person. i cant face books. and i figured that i should go for something more hands on. prolly pet grooming, bartending, or something of that sort. least im working..

goals set and hoping to reach out to them asap.
-cut down/quit smoking.
-work every weekday.
-win more money!! haha. ok crap. just hope i win tonight ^^

while waiting for our table outside ding tai feng paragon...

2008-05-29T01:28:00.008+08:00

JUST US @ MOS ON 230508

LUNCH ON MY BIRTHDAY

On cab to paragon on 270508

Birthday lunch @ Lawry's Steakhouse Paragon

Mommy and me. ^^TATTOO ON MY BIRTHDAY
Waiting to get tattoo-ed..

Excited xP

Stencil

Outline

Just done

Cleaned up =)

2008-05-20T15:56:00.014+08:00

Everything Checked! All set ready to go~

OMG! He looks super beng.
(ok he's just being sweet to hand me a ciggy)

On the cab to the causeway.

Excited! =P

The air con is good =)

Mega Mac! lol. @ City Square JB

4 beef patties! Its seriously BIG.

Chill out @ Mac City Square JB

Stupid pig use my dcam pouch to wipe his mouth.

Not sure what that building is.
Outside Plaza Kotaraya JB

First time we wore sneakers tgt. =)

Sadly the pic turned out blurry. Was using timer.

@ Plaza Kotaraya JB

Trying out a pair of berms @ The Zon JB

Feeling so motherly. lol

Having so much fun.. and thats a hard to come by smile on my face.

Worn out after hours of walking..

If your team wins, wear your shirt with pride.
If your team loses, wear your shirt with pride.
(Moral of the story, just simply wear your shirt with pride! -.-)

JB's Meritus Mandarin Hotel?? lol.

Chilling outside The Zon

Not being mean, but i seriously dun understand how people swim in there.
(EH DEY! SEE WAD SEE!)

Their "beach"

Romantic Scene.

DINNER!!!
(The most satisfying meal we've had)
Sin Du Seafood Restaurant @ Jalan Ibrahim Sultan

Baby said that their coconuts were good.

Empty at the moment..

We always bring in the crowd.. xP

WALA! steamed fish, kong bao frog, claypot tofu, sambal kangkong, satay.

Cant wait to dig in...

Baby feeding me. ^^

Superbly satisfying meal.

We finished every single dish.

and.. guess what.. Its only RM69.20
which = SGD29

View from the opposite side..

Heading back to Singapore..

2008-05-20T15:53:00.001+08:00

Selling : 8GB Creative Zen V Plus
Colour : Black and Blue
Condition : 9.5/10
Comes with : Creative Zen V Plus, Earphones, Drawstring Pouch, Neck Strap, USB 2.0 Cable, Line-in Cable, Installation CD
Price : SGD$240
Kindly drop a tag here or sms May @ 91011556. Thanks =)

Front

Back

2008-05-18T02:22:00.008+08:00

things are going pretty well between me and jason. i admit that we've had really heated arguments and stuff and was on the verge of losing one another. but well, its all over and our bond just simply got stronger.

leaving behind the life ive once lived.. i wake up at bout 10am everyday now. broke off contacts with most clubbing friends. no heart feelings, just wanna resist all chances of temptations. i dont drink that much now. just the occasional sips with jason. on and off, i often reminisce the times i had at mos, zouk, powerhouse and mainly, plush. been there done that. and my clubbing days are over. jason and i are planning to go clubbing some day together though. =)

its unusual for me to actually blog on a saturday night. being surprised myself that i aint out having fun. i did actually have this strong urge to club or head for a midnight movie tonight. but well, instead i went jogging with my mom in the evening and took a walk at imm. baby's doing guard duty which he only got to know about yesterday. i never blamed him or anything of that sort. we're all grown ups and we should perfectly understand the meaning of job commitments and duties. partly because of being with weixiang when he was in soc, im kinda used to sudden activation and callbacks. looking on a bright side, i would consider that a blessing.

im heading for a 1 day trip to jb with him tml. its the first time im leaving the country with my bf alone. well, i had been to kulai with my biker friends last time, but i guess its a totally different story. its gonna be just me and him. ive got the plans drawn up and hopefully everything goes well. call me a mountain tortoise or what so ever. but i just realise today, that there's a cathay cineplex in city square johor! haha. we'll probably catch narnia there. since its already showing there when i checked out the online bookings.

pondering hard on plans for monday. guess i'll be heading to sentosa again and we'll see what i can come up with for the after plans. gonna be quite a couple of pics below since its been awhile since ive updated. more pics to come when im back from jb. will be bringing my dcam ^^

COUPLE STUFF:-
NIKE TORQUE LEATHER WATCH
CRUMPLER QUARFIE BAGSAME HR, SAME MIN, SAME SEC

160508 @ CENTREPOINT BUS STOP SWEET CHIPMUNK JIGSAW WE PIECED TOGETHERDADDY LOVES SHASHASHASHA LOVES DADDY TOODADDY STRANGLES SHASHAPOOR SHASHA MAY'S CHEEKY BOY

2008-05-05T00:09:00.007+08:00

well well well... its been quite some time since i posted some text up.. gonna jot some words before i turn to bed..

nothing new in my life recently.. im still with the same guy. and thats a great thing cos we've passed our 1 month mark on the 1st of May. hopefully he's the one yea. been working and betting soccer as usual.. still the same old shiet.

i really enjoyed our 1st monthsary though it was the kinda typical dating session. walking round in town, having a romantic dinner for 2, and lastly a movie.. i had totally no idea where we were goin for dinner that night. at 6.30pm, he brought me over to this alfresco dining called 'bar-stop' at devonshire road. it reminded me so much bout my oosh days. it has a really good ambience. with live band indoors. still, we sat outdoors. deciding that it would be hard to have conversations inside and that the seats inside were all bar tables. we ordered duo sausages, french fries, lamb chop, sirloin steak and two mocktails. the meal was seriously ma-ma-licious. thumbs up for the lamb. next we headed to cine for our movie - iron man. personally, i would give the show an average mark. its a lil draggy in the middle and has insufficient action.

been giving him lots of crap lately which im totally sorry bout it. i flare up very easily recently. i cant even tolerate my own temper. i really wonder how is he able to take all this shiet from me. i guess it might be one of the rare times where i get real bad pms. hah. hopefully so and that i can get all this anger off my back asap. im feeling so... disgusted. lol. by my own temper. lol.

1st Monthsary - 010508

Picture Story!!

maymay is bored.. chipmunk started flying around.. fly here...fly there...fly until rubbish chute there.. maymay : siao liao la.. my chipmunk ki siao again..In love with Crumpler Soupansalad Limited Edition!

2008-04-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

2008-04-17T23:20:00.006+08:00

Picture story of Crumpler fan couple.

Some time back in the evening, this lovely couple named Mr. and Mrs. Chipmunk, were standing round at Queensway. They were so proud of their Crumpler couple bag...Awhile later, Mr Chipmunk as usual, started saying his bag is much more seasoned and colour also much nicer than Mrs.Chipmunk's. He went like "No more already ok!"
Mrs Chipmunk said "You sure your bag much better huh deardear?"
Mr Chipmunk "YES!"
Next thing that happened... *ARBISH*
( moral of the story, do not compare anything with Mrs. Chipmunk. Cos she's violent =P )SLEEPYHEADS

MAYMAY @ WORK

2008-04-14T13:03:00.009+08:00

@BUKIT MERAH @SKYTRAIN FROM SENTOSA

@SENTOSA

@SKYTRAIN TO SENTOSA

ON BUS

@TAKA CRYSTAL JADE

@VIVO

@ HOLLAND V SWENSENS

2008-04-10T05:07:00.003+08:00

Picture story of a Manchester United fan couple.

Some time back in the evening, this lovely couple named Mr. and Mrs. Chipmunk, were sitting around at a void deck of block 332 clementi. They were so proud of their love for Man U and one another...Awhile later, Mr Chipmunk started showing off his Man U badge and said...
"I bought my jersey for like 94 bucks and ive got so much more cloth than urs. moreover, my badge is so much bigger than yours."As expected, Mrs Chipmunk got pissed. Comparing her own badge with Mr Chipmunk's, she said...

"Mine's only 4 bucks cheaper than yours cos its more exclusive. how often do u see girls around wear Man U jerseys?"On and on... they argued over their jerseys...Ended up with a back to back situation...Somehow, Mr Chipmunk managed to pacify Mrs Chipmunk, agreeing that her jersey is indeed more exclusive... *grins* Mrs Chipmunk accepted his nonsense, and again they were happy =P

CRYSTAL JADE @ HV ON 090408

NUM-ING @ HOME

2008-04-07T01:35:00.013+08:00

Spent my weekends with my sunshine boy. he's really makin me love him to bits. and i feel it.. i feel that he's that very guy. well i know.. its early to say all these. but well, im glad least he appeared in ma life. its my honour to be his gf. really.. the feelings once rush into me yet again. where i dont take any glances at any other guys. we're like living in our own world these two days.

This song is simply my heart's expressions. i pray for someone like u.....

KC & Jojo - All My Life
Baby (x11)
I'm So Glad...
I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby
Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You
All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....

MR & MRS CHIPMUNK MR CHIPMUNKMRS CHIPMUNK
(the star is an airbrush. im still thinking bout the tattoo design.)WAITING FOR MR CHIPMUNK

2008-04-04T02:01:00.005+08:00

im proud and glad to announce! that.... *drum rolls* MAYMAY, is taken and not available since 010408. she's gotten herself a really cute chipmunk bf =x

this is real.. it aint a crush. it aint no wrong feeling. havent got to know this guy in and out, nor for a very long time before we got tgt. its a sorta 'the fast and the furious' kinda situation we're talkin bout here. thought things were going a lil fast at start. been three days and things are going way smoother than i expected. i bet girls out there will envy me =P cos he's tall, cute, tan, loving, bubbly, nice, sweet, cheeky, etc etc.. we share a number of similar hobs and ints. i kinda really like this guy yeah. its a lil too early to mention any big plans or wad so eva.. just hope things do turn out well between us.

trust, faith, loyalty.. betrayal, two-headed, backstabbing.. this are words which make up the reasons for quarrels, fights, or simply hatred.
time after time, u ask ur bf/gf bout an afternoon meetup session with someone of the opposite sex. next you'll get - "hey sweetie, do u trust me?"
or, a friend whose gonna help u out in some situation will tend to tell u - "do you have faith in me?"
in the younger days, people often go like "that bitch backstab me. sh!t her.."
or when one gang member got arrested and asked to name the rest, "that fag betrayed us"

these ugly words fell in and out of my life from time to time. from good to bad, great to worst. its heart-breaking to have friends around u who dont treat u the way u treat them. but i guess u aint suppose to hope for that. as for me, im a friend who just wishes to be appreciated. i dont need no masks, no fake appearances, no nice words. just show me that u know what ive done for u. ive become quite a tolerant person as days go by.. reason being, i just hope their proud or happy deep down to have me as their friend.

as ive mentioned before, im willing to go quite far out to help a friend. but once you've crossed that thin line between us.. there goes. i love reasoning things out. i can forgive, but somehow in most situations, i aint much of a forgetful person. i wont do any revengeful nonsense.. as evil as i can be, looking at a person suffer in guilt is the best payback.

oh!! and i will be getting a tattoo. nope! no thoughts of who wad when where with yet. just kinda pretty sure that im getting one. gotta go sayang my mom first =x lol

2008-03-28T03:17:00.007+08:00

Havent been doing anything productive lately.. just regular iceskating, sentosa, dinner/supper meetups, studying. yeap, been going to school and doing well.. studying and revising at home during my free time really helps.

Bumped into a few friends at cine today and they all shared a particular comment. i look like charcoal. -.- lol. ok ive been tanning quite much lately and am pretty satisfied with my tan. sun was scorching on saturday.. and now.. the after effect.. flaky face.. heh. been training at home too! carrying weights, working out on my gym leg magic trainer. its quite effective.

Watched vantage point today. if u actually know how to appreciate it, its a really well done piece. but if ure just looking for pure action like jumper, its not really the right movie for u then. it keeps flashing back bout 5-6 times, with camera angles of different characters. personally, i quite liked it. though it was kinda irritating at start, it was still good =)

Time i do some revision and clear some videos that ive dl-ed. shall be skating tml ^^

MAY ON BUS

NUM SKATERS @ RINK

2008-03-20T14:51:00.003+08:00

FELL DOWN @ RINK ON 19MAR08

RAPING JJ @ RINK ON 19MAR08

FREE HUGS @ RINK ON 19MAR08SHASHA @ HOME ON 19MAR08

2008-03-13T03:47:00.004+08:00

everything's going well.. still leading the carefree life since that very 27th feb..

started my dip in accounts course alr. first module is book-keeping yet again to refresh my memory. much more focus this time round. but too early to say i guess. i aint confident in myself either. knowing my performances in the previous courses. but i'll really try hard.

going for an interview at indochine wisma on friday.. hopefully i get the job. really need to start working again.. get my savings moving. its been stuck there for ages. expenses in singapore flying sky high and burning my pockets. raise in taxi fares and all.. more erp gantries coming up this yr and its gonna be even costly.

days been going by smoothly but seems like 2008 is a really slow year. looked back and realised its only 15 days since my disqualification. this is bad.. ive got another 350 days to go. its contradicting but well, im enjoying so far since the start of 2008. frequent sentosa trips, more devoted to skating, spending time with my dog.. somehow, i kinda learn that time passes slow when ur life is overly smooth sailing. it flies pass when ur life is haywired. it just seems that way to me..

CJ, EEREN AND ME @ RINK ON 12MAR08

the super gay pose.

one word - tough num IS love in the love of numCJ and me.eeren and me.

2008-03-13T03:37:00.003+08:00

SLACKING AT HOME

SHASHA

2008-03-09T04:56:00.003+08:00

prediction - by giving me the hot and cold treatment, mr.D is playing mind games with me. he msgs me only when he desires.. he dates me out on his own preferable schedule. yet when im out with him, he pampers me like nobody's business. he calls me up after our date and ushers me to slp.
conclusion - May never loses mind games. never once. so its final. we're through. been there done that. 14 days.. exactly 2 wks since we've reconciled. and thats quite enough for an unidentified loveship. as i supposed, this is nothing more than a fairy tale. it wont come true that a guy with such qualities would actually be a potential other half material. slapping myself back to reality and moving on. janeh!

both are aware of each other's existence and roles they play in my life. and when i saw the look on mr.Y's face.. i knew he was a real gentleman. a one in a million great guy. as i left my seat and headed off to meet mr.D just cross the street, i could feel the depression in him. i kept quiet, and left. as i was standing there with mr.D analyzing an accident which occured on the road, mr.Y came running towards me.. he handled me a bag which i apparently had totally forgotten about and actually left it at my seat. in addition, he generously gave mr.D a warm hello. i could somehow feel his pain while he handled me over to the arms of another man. im sorry..

today, ive made up my mind and smiled to myself once again. this was all gonna come to an end eventually. mr.D was out of the picture since we aint gonna be in contact sooner or later, and all these days spent with him were just gonna be kept as memories.. things could actually go pretty well with mr.Y and me.. but there were still lots of thoughts running through my mind. so im gonna hold back.. wait awhile and clear up things in my head first. mr.Y and i might not go far.. but least its worth giving it a try.. if it didnt really work out, it would still be the best for all. so well, i wouldnt be totally sure but its high chance that i will be with mr.Y.. as for when... i have really no idea..

THE LAST NIGHT

2008-03-08T02:35:00.003+08:00

confusion... the good and the bad always come together..
its been awhile since ive moved off with my new life. gatherings, outings and so on with the grp. its wonderful to have them by my side..

theres these two guys... shall name them mr.D and mr.Y... they're currently playing big roles in my life. they've picked me up from the dump.. i always believe that love is short spanned. its never eternity. two guys coming from total different planets.. showering their love on me. its making me crazy. mankind are born selfish and greedy, and im no exception. when im with mr.D, i'll think of mr.Y. and likewise when im with mr.Y. things start to complicate when the feelings in me grew for both. its hard to explain... but the feelings for each are different yet similar.

mr.D is the rich, sweet, humourous kinda guy.. he's two yrs older than me with a nightlife and he's gonna enlist on the 11th of march. times with him make me feel really pampered. he'd open the bottle for me, hold my clutch for me, spare me his jacket, grab my hand when im in fear.. he's the kinda guy almost every girl would want.. but on the other hand, he leaves me a mysterious shadow of himself.. ive somehow nv fell for a guy like him.. and something in me tells me its all fake. he's putting up an act. and that he's lying bout almost everything. but yet i somehow wanted him by my side..

mr.Y is the kinda down to earth, guy next door i would say.. he's those kinda typical poly guy with a day life, average financial, caring.. i would classify him in a term of "guaiguai" kind. honestly, i nv expect myself to fall for someone like him. he's totally not my kind. and it leads me wondering how things would be if i were to be with him.. i can tell that he would do anything for me and he aint those playboy kinda punk. but im really hesitating bout it..

treatment from both left me simply indecisive.. but somehow im relief. that neither had popped the question. from time to time i'd be throwing myself the question on who would i choose. friends around me had told me off that mr.Y wasnt my kinda guy. i agreed as well.. but prolly its good to try out. been wondering why mr.Y nv popped the question, and i came to a conclusion that he's prolly afraid of rejection or is unsure of my thoughts. or prolly he's just not confident of himself. as for mr.D, it was kinda easy for me to just throw it to his face and ask him bout it. and he actually replied that he didnt want to jump into things. he felt we should have a better understanding bout each other before any status was put to words..

this whole complicating stuff has led me in a serious hard mood. ive done some self reflections and decided... guess i simply wasnt ready for anything at the moment. been through too much. too fast. i need to recuperate before springing off into a different status..

small flashback bout today was my feelings towards pwx. heard news that he was suicidal. and i was kinda panicky. called up his sister to figure out more and knew that it was his usual arguments with his mom. i was relieved. and it was then did i realise that my feelings for him is nothing more than friendship. i smiled to myself and thought in my head.. 'im finally letting go.'

2008-03-06T05:53:00.002+08:00

ARSONS - JJ AND YM@ BEAUTY WORLD

DARRYL AND ME @ JURONG HILL TOPYEEMENG AND ME @ IMM

2008-03-04T03:56:00.005+08:00

OUTSIDE JEC ON 29FEB08

SKATERS OUTING @ SENTOSA ON 02MAR08

2008-02-29T05:47:00.006+08:00

carefree... thats what i feel now.
with my case settled, a group of understanding and fun friends, with lots of stuff to look forward to ahead.. life is good now. finally for once that i can say.

went to court on 27th feb. pleaded guilty. final sentence of 1k fine and 1year disqualification of all licenses. im really happy with the outcome. its alr the minimum. so well, i wont be appealing or anything. i deserved it. so i'll just stick through this one year, learn from my mistake and not do it again. next year on the 28th feb, i'll enroll for my car license =)

enrolled for my diploma in accounts course alr.. will start afresh and try to nurture discipline in myself. school's gonna be on every mon and weds, 6.45pm - 9.45pm. i wanna learn to focus. wish me luck!

friends. a word which we often come by. i do have a large circle of friends indeed. but ive learnt to pick out the good ones. recently been mixing back with my old group. ones which ive known for years. jj, zhe, shawn, eeren, keehan, ben, steven and so on.. their names have appeared on my blog way back. and through all this while, they've watched over me. despite the lil contact, they have never failed to be there for me. thanks guys.. ure appreciated =)

*ps. 'meet the spartans' is the disaster of the season. pls do not torture your eyes.

AJ & ME @ POWERHOUSE

ANGELA & ME @ POWERHOUSE EEREN & ME @ JEC

SHASHA AFTER BATHING

COURT SUMMON

2008-02-24T04:29:00.002+08:00

just got back from powerhouse awhile ago. strange feeling after mia-ing from clubs for some time. actually went down cos it was dajie's birthday. had quite much fun there. and met some old friends. today's actually my mom's company's annual dinner. celebrated on a small cruise. it was overall alright. just that the function seems a lil unorganised.

changing back to day life went on kinda smoothly. yes i know im blogging at like 4+am now. but its the weekends so its fine i guess. been tanning, shopping, doing some once in a blue moon stuff recently. brought my dog to the vet and a full grooming, visited the dentist, bought a keyboard and mouse. loving it to the max man. razer lycosa keyboard and a razer diamondback 3g mouse. gonna get back to gaming soon. dota, tower defence.. and hopefully cs as well. im gonna get clear aligners to straighten out my two front tooth soon. i wanna smile widely without feeling shy bout my teeth. heh. and im gonna build a new com soon as well.. specs that i hope to get would be...
main board - athlon 64 or intel quad core
ram - SLI 1gb
gfx card - geforce 8800
soundcard - creative x-fi
somewhere there i guess. if anybody have any good shops to intro, feel free to drop a tag! =)

RAZER IS LOVE

2008-02-20T09:21:00.002+08:00

FOR SALE:-
Item : OGK Aeroblade II full face helmet
Size : Small
Colour : Gunmetal
Condition : 9.5/10. Scratchless.
Price : SGD$180
Comments : Bought at Regina, and worn less than 3 times.
Comes with :-
-User manual
-OGK helmet protection bag
-2 pieces of tinted visor shield films

2008-02-19T18:58:00.004+08:00

SKYRIDE @ SENTOSA

2008-02-19T05:24:00.004+08:00

ok. goals and planning done. i will be taking up 3 courses. plans as below...

-Japanese Language Course @ Lido
Commencement : 260208
End of Course : 160508
Conducted : Every Tuesday, Friday
-Certificate in the Legal Environment (LCCI) @ BMC Jurong
Commencement : 060308
End of Course : 120608
Conducted : Every Thursday
-Diploma in Accounting (LCCI) @ BMC Jurong
Commencement : 100308
End of Course : 301209
Conducted : Every Monday, Wednesday

will most likely be working a day job and switching back to a day life. need to catch up with the time ive wasted. so ive gotta work extra hard. i'll prove to my mom and aj that i can make it. to myself, its time i find out what life is all about.. i wanna lead a much meaningful life than the way it is right now. meanwhile, im taking my head off r/s. have got too much of it for 2007. leaving it aside, i guess i'll stay single till that ahsia kia comes. haha. kiddin. let fate decide.. i wont be waiting for anybody. i'll just know it when he comes..

VALENTINE'S DAY PRESENT FROM AJ

2008-02-16T08:18:00.006+08:00

Happy belated valentine's day to all...

spent my vday with one of my old time buddy - zhe. not much of lovers nor vday feel. but just simple and a lil thrills.
pasir panjang for bbq dinner for starters. bus down to vivo, and cable car to sentosa. strolled along the beach and headed to town for movie - p.s i love you.

became a serious movie fanatic recently. been watching movie almost every other day.. brief touch on the movies covered...
CJ7 - super dooper cute lil cj7 which will melt your heart. funny overall.
Kung Fu Dunk - would call it matrix dunk actually. quite crappy but overall average.
Jumper - best movie of the season i would say. watched it twice.
P.S I Love You - draggy story line but surprisingly touching. eyes tearing throughout.
Juno - good moral film. a 16 yr old who got knocked up and gave it up for adoption.
27 Dresses - just like any other past time movie.

yet to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd. will catch it soon i hope.

been doing some soul searching recently.. and came to realise, life's been really much better. picked up myself quite fast. with the help of a beloved friend of mine. he's been there all the time and ive been meeting him like every single night. we just seem to have countless stuff to talk about. its an honour to be a friend of he's.. thanks AJ.

P.S, MAY is looking for an ahsia bf =x.
criteria includes - owns a car/bike, at least average looking and must be averagely ahsia.
if u fulfill the above criterias, kindly send in your applications. thanks. =x

MR BEAN ON 15FEB08

2008-02-14T17:58:00.001+08:00

What May Ho Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-02-07T04:53:00.000+08:00

Moving on might be the hardest goal ever. yet it might be the simplest task on earth. its all in the mind.. if uve got the perseverence, anyone can do it.. its wad u believe. was packing my room and store lately, threw out many stuff. including a bouquet of long kept blue roses which he gave me. it took me really much determination before actually shoving it down my rubbish chute. but still, i took a pic of it for remembrance. next, i whispered to myself : im moving on...

As we all welcome this festival - Chinese New Year, i hereby wish all chinese friends out there... "XING NIAN KUAI LE!" hoping fellas out there will have the best of luck, health, this year.. get your hands warmed up and recieve lots of red packets alright! done some new year shopping myself.. and this year, is the first ever year that i bought so lil things.. lol.

The weather's been turning out quite bad recently. lots of germs and bacteria in the air. so please watch your own health. im down with the always common illness myself.. fever, cough, flu.. drowning myself with lots of water..

FOR SALE:-
Item : CASIO EXILIM EX-Z60 DIGITAL CAMERA
Info : http://www.exilim.com/intl/ex_z60/
Condition : 9/10
Price : SGD$200
Comments : Full box with all accessories. 512mb card included.

Last glance of it.

The girl

and her festive red nails..

Crazy old time besties.

New year stuff...

Black is what i got.

Agnes B Necklace

2008-01-23T02:42:00.000+08:00

may is under lots of stress and pressure right now. the day ive been dreading is finally here. at 9+pm, two court servants came up to my door and handed my mom the court charges documents. ringed up the rest and they got their letters too. wad a way to start off my year.. but its a good thing as well..

im feeling down. yes deep down.. here, im wondering.. ive stood by for quite an number of friends. wadeva issues they had, i tried to help out. from money issues, to projects, to as simple as downloading a song.. ive tried my best to fulfill. but i paused from my dashing life and started to ponder.. am i throwing out too much that i can handle.. ive put friends before anything. and yet i still live up to my belief that friends come and go.. next i question myself.. then why do i actually still go all out.

nightlife nightlife nightlife.. ive been living through this word for approx. 5-6 yrs. since i actually slacked from secondary school. drinking, clubbing, dancing, shuffling, late night movies.. all i did was enjoy life. yes, there were times which i struggled for money.. but now, yet again i look back and think.. ive got to find some way out.. i cant cling on the word -'NightLife' for much longer.

Court Letter

9am@VIVO SUN20JAN08

2008-01-19T07:16:00.002+08:00

GATECRASHER@MOS FRI18JAN08

SNAPS@BRIDGE THU17JAN08

2008-01-15T15:57:00.000+08:00

proud to be part of...

2008-01-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

there's a limit to one's patience and tolerance. he blew my top. and well i guess he's just gotta do some soul searching. and well, on the other hand, i need some space myself. today went by peacefully. though i was bored in the afternoon alone at home, i still managed to kill my time fast enough. went out with my mom after her work and she seems to have enjoyed pretty much.

backtracking to saturday. i was at mos.. its a blast. bass agents spinning.. and all the different shuffler crews. phd, hr.. their really good. to think there are a few people there who actually recognize us thru our trio in sync video up on youtube.. i was really surprised. my muscles were aching badly due to the long hours of shuffling on friday. so i didnt really shuffle much. got to know a few fellow shufflers. we taught each other stuffs and exchanged moves. that night was the best night ever after i stepped into shuffling..

im gonna take up a course or something since ive got nothing to do now.. and i seriously got enough of slacking around at home. now im in consideration of what course to take up. it has really got to interest me alot, else i'll be skipping classes after 2 to 3 wks of opening.. guess its either arts, i.t, hotel mgnt, f&b or something like that.. prolly a language course will do good too. gonna start flipping through papers..

life's a bitch then u die =)

DAN TAIT (G-CLUB) UK@MOS FRI11JAN08
Seductive`Michiyo and me

Elisha and me

Marv and meMarv and me

2008-01-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

its a tormenting world out there.. and yet again i find no reason to be standing on this earth living a life which does not belong to oneself. its what people around you want and their decisions which make u live on.. make u move.. make u do anything.. eg. my mom decided to give birth to me, not that i wanted to be born. everyone needed money to survive, and not that i wanted to work. life is so meaningless..

love is a heavy word which many people use as if it was a feather. time after time, humans say i love you without actually thinking back bout the actual meaning and weight of it. well, that goes to myself too. so what actually is love? how did love come about? why is there love?

at times i get really bored that i just start pondering.. if one day i were to die, which i will, what will people around me feel? where will i go. into another dimension? heaven? hell? or just turn into ashes and flow with the sea or move with the wind.

been busy with work since monday and my legs are aching. ive been in heels doing co-calls and running round industrial areas putting flyers. bartending is still my love, but i guess its a dream. not that i cant actually get a job as a barmaid. is yet again cos of the future. cos of others. there are so many factors that ive got to think of before deciding to pursue a career. im working as a marketing executive now at my mom's office. there, ive lost all my freedom.. which made me really uncomfortable. ive got to go down a floor or head to the toilet to smoke just cos she wants to uphold her "image" she always had.. c'mon, open up. its 2008 now. its not as if people dont know she smokes. dread to go to work every single day...

relationships are such a bore. u go from strangers to friends and friends to lovers and lovers back to friends or in worst situations, foes. ive moved on.. ive finally made my first step to pick up myself from the shadow of his.. and why.. things just had to turn out this way. im tired...

Lovers to friends. May and Eric

Arab Street

2008-01-06T04:48:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a loud and temperamental post... so bear with me or skip it pls.

i seriously dont understand why i cant find someone who understands me. or even someone with the basic courtesy to respect their partner. like fcuk shiet why cant i get over u. pwx. why the fcuk are u still tingling in my mind every sec here and there. its been 7 months. ure happy with ur life with a fcuking 16 yr old kid. and why am i here thinking back bout the times we had. ive got enough of all this. i thought i could move on.. but its been 7 fcuking months. guy after guy that i hurt. and its all becos i cant forget times i had with u. i cant forget how lovely a pair we were. and yet u had to two time me for a fcukin bitch. god... save me.
im lonely. im pathetic. yes i am. cos god had to bless me with such a love life. yes ive got all the materials i want at a snap on my fingers. i wan a phone. there i have it. i want a dcam. i still get it. sadly... i wan to love and be loved. i cant get it.

suddenly i feel like studying abroad. i feel like heading to melbourne or perth or something. just away.. theres so many reasons for me to leave. first.. i get to concentrate on my studies. least theres no distractions like in sg. second.. i get to clear my head and start a new life. i feel like walking away from all this. i feel like migrating to some place which i can start afresh. ive been hiding all this emotions, feelings, pain... all so deeply that i doubt no one around me actually sees it. ive just become someone whose there to please my friends. someone who puts friends above herself. my smiles and laughter were given to me by my friends..
thinking back of the days i suffered after the breakup. crying my heart out.. suffered from mild depression.. minor gastricitis.. insomnia.. and the worst thing was i lost all my friends around me. at that time.. only my mom was there for me.. ive moved out a great step and started loving my friends.. till an extent that i actually love time with my friends than boyfriend.. and its all becos of u..

suddenly i feel life is so meaningless yet again.. not that im suicidal.. its just that ive lost my dreams for bike now cos of my court case. and it seems to be taking ages for the court letter to come.. i cant even go for my car license now.. studies is yet another thing that im a total failure in. walking out in the society with a freakin pathetic PSLE cert. whr the hell can i go. i seriously have no heart to carry on studying.. what can i do now. my life is just so wasted...

and as they all say.. life's a bitch then u die..

2007-12-20T03:45:00.000+08:00

first of all.. I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS BACK THERE IN SINGAPORE!!! <333

ok.. hihihi, its the first day of my Hong Kong trip.. and here i am in my lovely hotel blogging. lets just start off with... the time i woke up!

woke up with super bad cough and fever this morning at 6.30am.. was greeted by marvin on msn.. next by dm.. game, dvd till 12+ and met marvin at clementi central. he finally got his psp slim... sadly, his DJmax save data is gone! *evil grins* hah. welcome to the club of DJmax starters =P went for lunch at pizza hut.. had lots of fun there with da cute sweetie of mine...

went home, took my luggages and cabbed down to office to pick my mom up and headed to changi airport.. three and a half hrs of flight and finally ive touched hk. dashed to take my luggages and rushed out for a smoke. for like after 4hrs plus, i was inhaling deeply on my perfect marlboro menthol. lol. as devastating it might sound. yes it was. reached the hotel at like 12+ mn. checked in and started to chat on msn and setup my chargerS. psp, dcam, lappie. everything. went out for a bite. and came back. and here i am blogging.

so thats pretty much for my first day at hk.. heading to macau in the morning later. so ive gotta get some slp. coughing real badly... hope it gets well soon. im being a good girl and brought my medication along with me. heh. loves to all. nites <3

waiting to board the plane.

camwhoring at changi airport (=had to take the stupid skytrain cos we dropped at the wrong terminal.the smoke i was dying for.my first HK meal.

2007-12-18T22:50:00.001+08:00

hi all. its been ages since i blogged. as in text wise. but please forgive me. life has been rolling up and down for me. with waves clashing almost every single day. will have a longer post when im back from hk.
pls note- i will be off to hong kong from 19-26 Dec. so kindly DO NOT call or sms me unless urgent matters.
loves to all and hereby i wish all a really MERRY CHRISTMAS! loves~ *MAY

2007-12-18T12:02:00.000+08:00

WE HAD JOY, WE HAD FUN, WE HAD SEASONS IN THE SUN

THE RAW/UNCUT

2007-12-18T11:55:00.001+08:00

SNAPS ON FRI14DEC07

green tea is love =Ppatrick.estar, may.esquirrel, esther.ebunny,marv.ecat

jenny, may, marvworn out after a night of shufflingloves <3

2007-12-16T20:34:00.001+08:00

Skinny jeans are love <3

The Sandman

M³ Cigarette Essentials

Coincidence

2007-12-13T10:02:00.000+08:00

MILKSHAKE @ MOS SAT08DEC07

2007-11-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

A Night @ Plush

Thanks to Sabrina for the video. =)

2007-11-26T01:03:00.001+08:00

Some random pics.

2007-11-26T00:45:00.001+08:00

BEAT LOUNGE @ Plush 24NOV07

OOMPH! @ Plush 23NOV07

SHOWDOWN @ MOS 22NOV07

2007-11-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

im back to blogging! after days and weeks of clubbing.. im finally sick. the usual fever flu cough and so on.. guess its cos of the weather. people around me are all falling ill. please take care k dearies.. much thanks to the plushers that ive been hanging round with. they've filled my life so much.. listing - yifan, dm, marvin, aeon, jovi, sabrina, esther, harry, jensen, jasmine, vin, jojo, leon, kai, aju, edison, snoopy, vince, and anybody who ive missed. love is in the air down at plush yea! gonna look for a job soon.. and club less already. cuz.. no money = no club. hah. been learning how to shuffle recently. and thanks to yifan and dm.. im progressing well i guess.. =P

2007-11-23T07:56:00.000+08:00

TRANSENSE@PLUSH ON 29NOV07

Calling all Trance Electro House Lovers!!

Start getting your adrenaline pumping 'cos on the 29th of November Plush brings you TRANSENSE!!

Finally a night filled with the hottest beats that would make you start doing the liquid dance & Melbourne shuffle spun by DJ Spirral.

Get your pre-sale tickets at $10 + 1 drink and door sale tickets at $15 + 1 drink.
1 for 1 for the night from 10pm-11pm and 2am-3am.

Grab your limited tickets fast.

Even if you're not a trancer, do come down &

support this very 1st trance night @ Plush

For A Brand New Trance Experience By DJ-Spiral!

what's more??..

You're Invited !!!

Get Your Pre-sale Tickets @ $10.00 ONLY

which also includes 1 drink

door sale tickets will be at $15 instead + 1 drink.

Grab your limited tickets fast.

A quality event with quality crowd.

You Won't Want To Miss It.

CONTACT ME FOR TICKETS.
MSN - xapgx@hotmail.com
HP - 91011556

2007-11-17T08:36:00.000+08:00

OOMPH! @ Plush 09NOV07

a one night tag. xP

MAY @ Oh!Cafe

2007-11-08T09:35:00.001+08:00

06NOV07 @ ARAB STREET

2007-11-08T09:30:00.000+08:00

06NOV07 @ CINE

2007-10-28T10:49:00.001+08:00

Kiss N Tell @ Plush WED24OCT07

2007-10-28T10:44:00.001+08:00

OOMPH! @ Plush FRI26OCT07

2007-10-28T10:31:00.000+08:00

Halloween @ Oosh SAT27OCT07

Phantom Mansion @ Plush SAT27OCT07

2007-09-15T05:38:00.000+08:00

my life at oosh (=

2007-08-30T12:35:00.000+08:00

Selling 2gb ipod nano (white)
comes with : ipod nano, earphones, USB2.0 cable, iTunes disc
condition : 8.5/10
price : SGD$150

been working really hard recently... barmaid at Oosh . and promoter and Swisspro. wanna earn lots and save up for rainy days. realise how important savings are..

our butts =P

emo on R6

R6 2007

2007-08-12T07:31:00.000+08:00

stole my passport from my mom and went kulai on 100807.. first time goin touring. feels good. 200km/hr straight with the wind pushing against u.. the roads are pitch black. i cant even see my own hand. as for today. its big boys day. haha. total of 13 class 2 bikes at dam. after mixing round with them.. my view bout bikes really changed alot.. experienced lots of new things. and learnt lots too. looking forward to more touring trips =x haha.

110807 - jurong hilltop.110807 - yishun dam

shasha

2007-08-10T07:19:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for bout nearing two weeks. many things happened. received my TP letter. went down for statement. and now im waiting for the outcome of the statement. well.. if i get revoked or wad so ever.. so be it =) i'll be back after my revocation period.
8th aug. bike outing day. yes. it was great. my first 88 experience was good. kallang kfc.. marina south.. cine carpark.. dam.. changi v.. bedok.. town.. it was real good. it felt even better hanging out with big boys. dua gus in other words. not that im showing off that im moving round on an R6. its just that.. seriously after mixing round with the 2s. i grew up alot. i start to see biking in another way. i enjoy slow rides. i appreciate relax riding. it really feels good.
my aims now is just to work.. if i get charged in court, my savings will go to the court fine. if im let off with a warning. the savings will go to my 2b bike. havent been thinking much bout my o's. just know that i wanna work. nightlife still goes on for me.. im out every night.
bikes are still my passion. as for skating.. im sad to announce that my blades had enough of my nonsense and ill treatment. lol. its starting to losen out. hence, it might actually drop or give way anytime. so ive decided that i shall stop skating till i get a new pair of skates.
meanwhile ive been playing billiard almost every other day. loving this hobby now.. and learning more bout it..
hands of mine are getting super itchy. its been ages since ive played mahjong and rode a bike. and well, i feel like playing billiard as well.. shall start finding some khakis =P
to all out there who are worried bout me and stuff. dont worry yea. ive gotten over things and come to accept them. (:
havent been taking much pics cos ive switched back to using my w880i. so well this is all i got.

cute cat with fierce bike =P

2007-07-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i blogged. havent been doing much.. just that i actually set my goals. haha. im finding jobs now.. planning to work and pay full cash for my own bike.. planning to study.. thats about it for now. oh. and i got into an accident on 270707 at 7pm. how nice rite. lol. no major injuries. just abrasions on my right hand and knee. and pain on my left rib. bathing is such a pain now. haha. and after the accident at 7pm. i went for my prac at 7.50pm. lol. im strong! and wads more.. i went velvet dragon on the same night. haha. been hanging out with wu and darren lately.. couldnt really rmb wad i was doing on mon tues and weds. yes.. my STM is getting from bad to worse.. all i could rmb was something like...
thurs- watched simpsons, then went mos.
fri - accident, prac, velvet dragon.
sat - watched alone.
sun - watched disturbia.
and today.. im having prac701 later on at 1355-1535. guess wad.. i havent slp. lol. meeting wu soon to go down mitsui to settle the accident claims.. super jialat sia.. zzzzzzzz.

velvet dragon`270707 me and my wound.

MoS`260707 - jacky, vince, me, zhiwei

MoS`260707 - me and xiaojason MoS`260707 - zhiwu me.
act like lacer at liang court carpark

2007-07-22T03:41:00.000+08:00

here i am bloggin at mac once again =P havent sleep since ytd... last night was at mac till 5am. went home... slacked and waited for wuwu to off work. bout 9+am he came over.. and it started to rain... so waited for the rain to stop which was bout 11+. then headed down to alexandra i-motoring. slept at the motorshop for like 2 hrs while the mechanic was working on his bike... wu woke me up sometime bout 2+pm. then one of the bike shop fella disturb me.. saying.. u wan pillow? lol. shiet lah. damn paiseh loh.. =x went over to the sticker shop opposite hkl. got my number 27 customized. bought a plaster and a performance bikes sticker. added all onto my helmet. and now my helmet's so darn nice. haha =P
sigh... waiting for wuwu to come back from his order then i guess i'll be going home... rotting here alone is like damn boring.

2007-07-21T05:30:00.000+08:00

pics pics pics~

me and my new helmet =P

on wuwu bike at dam.

on wuwu bike.

our helmet and FU2495K

side view.

slacking at mos.

stupid things we do at mos. lol.

mos smokin area. zhiwei looks dumb =x

mos smoking area.

wuwu acting like some expert. haha.

2007-07-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

shit lahs.. im bloggin at mac ffs. lol. came to accompany wuwu slack. hmmm... the connection here is like power lahs... this days been darn slack... ytd was another fun filled day. its been a long time since ive felt like that... first was ahboy to buy the stupid helmet =P *pause* wuwu is like looking at me blog... shit him la.* ok then next went to lavender 219 buy sticker... will post the pics of my helmet up soon. fuck the old evo II i had =x was supposed to catch invisible target at like 6.50 but guess wad. 7 and we're still there seeing stickers... ok and i admit.. i suck at pasting stickers.. ive got a sad childhood.. i dont fcukin play with stickers lah! 7.30 then reach cine.. 40 mins more the movie end liao.. it was good. headed home to put the two helmets we initially wore there... zhiwei started to kp bout how late we are... we were still at home at 10.30 and free entry is only till 11 =\ thanks to the "lacer" we got there by 10.45. left mos like 2.30 and went down to geylang.. thanks to me this walking gps... he din noe the freakin way la.. my experience of rounding somehow paid off. lala. dou jiang you tiao finally after wks of craving.. next.. tried to find our way down to dam... yes. the fkin emo place whr i got caught by TP.. havent dared to face that place since 010707. it din feel that bad after all... next went round singapore... erm... well i wont elaborate too much on that =x all i can say i was freezing round singapore =x at there.. i was home by 6am. mother came knocking on the toilet door while i was washing my face.. usual kp..
didnt recieve any letter from TP so far.. so i'll be carrying on with my pracs and TP. TP on 27/8. prac 6 on monday. 1950-2130. shag. ok.. well.. i'll carry on to friendster and WG while i slack at mac.. lalala... chill chill chill....

2007-07-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

i just realised that my hse is like some kinda chalet. almost 24/7 since two days ago got pple tonning over. lol. mahjong.. drinking.. chilling.. dvd-ing.. everything man. haha. and i finally updated my PDL. gonna plan how to go for my pracs then start booking =) TP on 27/8 ^^

MoS - 140707 `wu me vince
MoS - 140707 `zhiwei's birthday

MacDelivery =P

Hindu OM

i finally found a sand playground with a swing

2007-07-13T21:00:00.001+08:00

tertiary fling ytd wasnt too bad.. had like 40+ friends there with me.. was dancing with lianjie through the night though. hmm. oh! and i finally went for my first ambassador briefing. its damn cool la! i get entrance to members area.. i queue at the members queue~ weeee! haha. and the other ambassadors seem so friendly.. im so lost with wad i want now. lol. tonight im gonna be a good girl. total of 4 groups of pple asking me out tonight. zouk mos dxo and rounding.. but! im gonna listen to wuwu! haha. tml then go mos.. tonight will be meeting zhiwei and clique at 2am.. chilling at clementi.. lovin my life man.. haha.

MoS`Tertiary Fling VIII

Lester and me

wuwu and me.rubbish shoes! wuwu and me.shane and me.wenbin me hanbing

2007-07-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

been 4 days since i blogged. much of shopping and slacking done. shopping on mon and tues =) ytd was an eventful day. lol. watch Harry Potter 5 which sucked bad. its super boring. then went rounding.. till bout 12am. headed down to MoS.. yes.. again.. lol. saw ken, reinald, julian and many more there. darn tired man. tonight will be MoS again.. Tertiary Fling VIII. and gawd! theres like 40+ pple going down with me. dang! i'll be hopping round mos like a bunny! haha. rebonded my hair neways.. and now i kinda feel my hair previously looked better >< nvm.. its all bout time that my hair will have its shape again. will post pics of tonight some time soon. =D~